"MORMONS"(We) claim the privilege of worshiping Almighty God according to the dictates of our own conscience, and allow all men the same privilege....

.....let them worship how, where, or what they may.

Oh really? Mormons actually believe this? I thought that they had the only true Church on the planet earth? Isn't that what they claim? So in other words, "let them worship how, where, or what they may", but if it isn't what we Mormons preach and believe, then they're screwed, right?

So, you're free to do it but you will be punished accordingly, for all Eternity by Joseph Smith and the Mormon God and Jesus. Just another one of the so many contradictions that exist in Mormonism.

It seems to me that I spent 2 years in Argentina, telling people that their religion was wrong and they needed to be Mormons if they wanted an Eternal Family and exaltation in the highest degree of the Celestial Kingdom, in order to be able to live with Heavenly Father again...I guess that I just imagined all of that, since people can actually believe whatever the hell they want, right? NOT!!

If people can believe whatever the hell they want, then what the f@#% is the missionary program for and what was I doing for 2 years? I guess I was just really wasting my time, even more than I thought I was and damn, now I'm really pissed....LOL!!

Well, at least I met some amazing people along the way and learned a new language and culture, saw some hot Argentine babes, etc. It's just too bad that I had to convert them to a fraud and couldn't date them instead. Oh well, hopefully they are all inactive now, at least I pray that they are. I never thought that I'd say that 9 months ago but how quickly things change.

Let me just share a few things, AGAIN, that show that this "article of faith 11" is bogus and isn't the truth and is a complete lie and misrepresentation of what Mormons actually believe, specifically the Mormon Hierarchy. People in this life or the next, are only allowed to believe in one thing; Mormonism!! Thus the reason for temples and work for the dead!! Isn't it obvious? The entire foundation of Mormonism is based on the First Vision, saying that every other Church is an abomination with false creeds and corrupt professors!!

If they want to have an Eternal Family, be with their loved ones and be able to live with God, then they must believe in Mormonism and have the baptism and all the ordinances(baptism, endowment, washings and anointings and sealings) done for them in a Mormon temple.

If not, they will be rendered to a lower Kingdom, separated from their Families and loved ones and God, forever and all Eternity. There is no progression from one kingdom to another, but you can progress within the Kingdom you are in, to infinity, except for the Celestial Kingdom of course. In the Celestial Kingdom, you are locked into wherever you are put at the time of judgment. Did you get all that?

Of course, in the Terrestrial Kingdom, they can be with Jesus and even in the Telestial, they at least get the Holy Ghost, but only the special, active, true-believing Mormons, get to be in the Celestial Kingdom with God and Jesus. Even those in the Celestial Kingdom, won't be able to continue procreating with their endless,polygamous concubines, creating worlds without numbers and populating them with endless spirit babies, unless they are in the HIGHEST DEGREE of the Celestial Kingdom.

You know, the HIGHEST DEGREE of the Celestial Kingdom, where Joseph Smith and Brigham Young hang out with their concubines and while reminiscing(in between sex acts) about all of their sexual conquests with little girls on earth...yep...isn't it wonderful?!!

Now, like I said above, there is no progression within the Celestial Kingdom, those judgments are final, so even there, you will encounter a type of hell in not being at level one, the highest level while you are stuck for eternity at level 2 or 3. Man that's gonna suck!!

You'll have to see Joseph and Briggy baby, strutting around with all their women, like Hugh Hefner, bragging about their sexual conquests and you get nothing, not even a touch or a squeeze!! They will live in the Celestial Playboy Mansion. My understanding is also that you will never be able to have sex again, unless you are in that highest degree of Celestiality...Damn it!!

Doesn't that blow that such a big part of our earthly life and enjoyment will be gone forever? So, if we are not in the Celestial Kingdom, that means, no sex, no family, no friends, forever living in solitary confinement....damn, who wants that? What the hell are we gonna do? Just sit around, pissed off for Eternity, because we pissed away our earthly existence, weren't an active Mormon and can't have concubines like Joseph and Briggy, with endless worlds and spirit babies?

If that's really the case, I'd rather be in outer darkness, so I'm very grateful that is were I'm heading, according to Mormon Doctrine.

Brigham Young and many others, also taught that worthy blacks, even after receiving the Priesthood, will be nothing more than ministering angels to the 3 levels of the Celestial Kingdom. That's right, there will also be ministering angels, which as I just mentioned, includes the blacks, a teaching never rescinded and they will also include people that could have gotten married in this life, but didn't take advantage of their chances. Isn't it just wonderful?

Oh yeah and I mentioned Outer Darkness, where I'll be heading and any anti-Mormon or apostate or non-Christian/non-believer and here are some scriptures, explaining my fate and detailing what our life will be like:

Doctrine and Covenants 76

30 And we saw a vision of the sufferings of those with whom he made war and overcame, for thus came the voice of the Lord unto us:

31 Thus saith the Lord concerning all those who know my power, and have been made partakers thereof, and suffered themselves through the power of the devil to be overcome, and to deny the truth and defy my power—

32 They are they who are the sons of perdition, of whom I say that it had been better for them never to have been born;

33 For they are vessels of wrath, doomed to suffer the wrath of God, with the devil and his angels in eternity;

34 Concerning whom I have said there is no forgiveness in this world nor in the world to come—

35 Having denied the Holy Spirit after having received it, and having denied the Only Begotten Son of the Father, having crucified him unto themselves and put him to an open shame.

36 These are they who shall go away into the lake of fire and brimstone, with the devil and his angels—

37 And the only ones on whom the second death shall have any power;

38 Yea, verily, the only ones who shall not be redeemed in the due time of the Lord, after the sufferings of his wrath.

39 For all the rest shall be brought forth by the resurrection of the dead, through the triumph and the glory of the Lamb, who was slain, who was in the bosom of the Father before the worlds were made.

40 And this is the gospel, the glad tidings, which the voice out of the heavens bore record unto us—

41 That he came into the world, even Jesus, to be crucified for the world, and to bear the sins of the world, and to sanctify the world, and to cleanse it from all unrighteousness;

42 That through him all might be saved(Except the Sons of Perdition..oops!!) whom the Father had put into his power and made by him;

43 Who glorifies the Father, and saves all the works of his hands, except those sons of perdition who deny the Son after the Father has revealed him. (Which means, or equals denying or rejecting Mormonism. You can only believe in the Mormon God and Jesus or you are damned. So, if you leave Mormonism and believe in the traditional Jesus, which Hinckley admits he doesn't, you are, by Mormon definition, a Son of perdition.)

44 Wherefore, he saves all except them—they shall go away into everlasting punishment, which is endless punishment, which is eternal punishment, to reign with the evil and his angels in eternity, where their worm dieth not, and the fire is not quenched, which is their torment—

45 And the end thereof, neither the place thereof, nor their torment, no man knows;

46 Neither was it revealed, neither is, neither will be revealed unto man, except to them who are made partakers thereof;

47 Nevertheless, I, the Lord, show it by vision unto many, but straightway shut it up again;

48 Wherefore, the end, the width, the height, the depth, and the misery thereof, they understand not, neither any man except those who are ordained unto this condemnation.

49 And we heard the voice, saying: Write the vision, for lo, this is the end of the vision of the sufferings of the ungodly.

Wow, but I'm free to believe anyway I want, right? Damn!! Good thing that Joseph Smith and the Mormon Hierarchy don't rule by fear, right? Let's see, first of all, I and anyone who has left Mormonism, is referred to as a Son of Perdition and it would have been better if we were never born. I guess the Mormon God screwed up there, knowing what I was gonna become, before I even left heaven, since he knows the beginning from the end, right?

Then, we are referred to as "vessels of wrath, doomed to suffer the wrath of God, with the devil and his angels in eternity." Then, it gets even better, when we are told that, " there is no forgiveness in this world nor in the world to come— Having denied the Holy Spirit(The Mormon Holy Spirit) after having received it, and having denied the Only Begotten Son of the Father(The Mormon Jesus), having crucified him unto themselves and put him to an open shame."

Wow, I'm actually re-crucifying Jesus Christ unto myself and putting him to open shame", all because I'm not a Mormon anymore..wow...it's pretty serious now, isn't it? Then we are told that we, "shall go away into the lake of fire and brimstone, with the devil and his angels— And the only ones on whom the second death shall have any power.

That's awesome man, I get to hang out with the devil and his angels too, in a lake of fire and brimstone? All of this, just because I turned my back on Mormonism? Now I'm really stoked!! Can we go water skiing on that lake with the devil driving the boat? That would be a blast!! I'm sure that I can get acclimated to that hot water if I'm living their for Eternity...LOL!!

Now, just to make sure that there isn't any confusion, in verse 44-46, it is confirmed again, "they shall go away into everlasting punishment, which is endless punishment, which is eternal punishment, to reign with the devil and his angels in eternity, where their worm dieth not, and the fire is not quenched, which is their torment— And the end thereof, neither the place thereof, nor their torment, no man knows(So why bother to bring it up, besides, I thought it was God talking?); Neither was it revealed, neither is, neither will be revealed unto man, except to them who are made partakers thereof.

Wow, even though Joseph was a Prophet of God, the punishment is so horrible and awful, that even he couldn't have it revealed to him how awful the torment was, nor where it was, nor the end of it. Also, WORMS are all going to hell, but won't burn? What did the worms ever do to deserve that? Now I'm really offended on behalf of the worms!! Joseph Smith had no right to condemn innocent worms to hell. Are they all apostates too? That's where I draw the line!!

It's good to know that I will get to know what it's like in hell, since I will be a "partaker thereof", and proud of it, by the way. Again, remember, this will all happen because I was Mormon, had the full light, the Mormon Holy Ghost and then denied both the Mormon Holy Ghost and the Mormon Jesus Christ.

Amazing isn't it? The moral of the story; whatever you do, don't become a Mormon with a testimony unless you intend to stick it out or you will burn in flames for all Eternity in a place that "the end, the width, the height, the depth, and the misery thereof, they understand not, neither any man except those who are ordained unto this condemnation."

So, if you have any doubts, don't do it!! When the Mormon missionaries say, "Will you be baptized on Saturday, February 25, 2006, in that Mormon Church on the corner, right after the first discussion, say HELL NO and run!!

Just wait until you die and are on the other side and then use your "one chance" or "get out of hell" card, to accept or reject Mormonism there. That way, you can live an easy life here, without all the pressures and stress of being a perfect Mormon and then vault to Celestial glory on the other side, laughing at those of us dumb-asses, that converted here and then just barely fell short.

At least this way, you will know for 100% sure, that there is an afterlife and a God, be reunited with your loved ones, without any requirement of faith. Sounds just to me!! What a plan eh? Isn't it wonderful?

Better to die a non-Mormon, who never got a chance to hear and accept the only true Gospel of Jesus Christ and trust me, I'm not exaggerating at all, this is the way it really is. Just remember, you can believe anything you like, just like the Mormon's Article of Faith 11 says you can, but your sufferings will be Eternal if those beliefs aren't Mormonism.

Amazing isn't it, that Jesus Christ was actually a Mormon...wow, I'm surprised that he didn't talk about Nephi and Lehi to his Apostles in the New Testament and tell them all about those amazing Jaredite wooden submarines, full of animals and feces, that floated for a year to America.

At least they were protected from the whales and shit(pun intended), that could have been disastrous and. I wonder if anyone got stung by any of the honeybees...I bet those bees were pissed man...LOL....sorry, I got carried away for a second.

Now, let me share a few other verses that confirm that you must be Mormon, either in this life or the next, or suffer the Dyer consequences and be considered a tool of the devil himself.The bottom line is that Mormons both believe and are taught that they are THE ONE AND ONLY TRUE CHURCH ON THE FACE OF THE EARTH.

JOSEPH SMITH HISTORY-FIRST VISION:

18 My object in going to inquire of the Lord was to know which of all the sects was right, that I might know which to join. No sooner, therefore, did I get possession of myself, so as to be able to speak, than I asked the Personages who stood above me in the light, which of all the sects was right (for at this time it had never entered into my heart that all were wrong)—and which I should join.

19 I was answered that I must join NONE of them, for they were all WRONG; and the Personage who addressed me said that all their creeds were an ABOMINATION in his sight; that those professors were all CORRUPT; that: "they draw near to me with their lips, but their hearts are far from me, they teach for doctrines the commandments of men, having a form of godliness, but they deny the power thereof."

20 He again FORBADE me to join with ANY of them;

BOOK OF MORMON REFERENCES:

1 Ne. 14: 10

10 And he said unto me: Behold there are save two churches only; the one is the church of the Lamb of God, and the other is the church of the DEVIL; wherefore, whoso belongeth not to the church of the Lamb of God belongeth to that great church, which is the mother of abominations; and she is the WHORE of all the earth.

1 Ne. 14: 11

11 And it came to pass that I looked and beheld the WHORE of all the earth, and she sat upon many waters; and she had dominion over all the earth, among all nations, kindreds, tongues, and people.

1 Ne. 14: 12

12 And it came to pass that I beheld the church of the Lamb of God, and its numbers were few, because of the wickedness and abominations of the WHORE who sat upon many waters; nevertheless, I beheld that the church of the Lamb, who were the saints of God, were also upon all the face of the earth; and their dominions upon the face of the earth were small, because of the wickedness of the great WHORE whom I saw.

1 Ne. 14: 17

17 And when the day cometh that the wrath of God is poured out upon the MOTHER OF HARLOTS, which is the GREAT and ABOMINABLE church of all the earth, whose founder is the DEVIL, then, at that day, the work of the Father shall commence, in preparing the way for the fulfilling of his covenants, which he hath made to his people who are of the house of Israel.

Doctrine and Covenants

D&C 29: 21

21 And the great and abominable church, which is the whore of all the earth, shall be cast down by devouring fire, according as it is spoken by the mouth of Ezekiel the prophet, who spoke of these things, which have not come to pass but surely must, as I live, for abominations shall not reign.

D&C 76:71-80

71 And again, we saw the terrestrial world, and behold and lo, these are they who are of the terrestrial, whose glory differs from that of the church of the Firstborn who have received the fulness of the Father, even as that of the moon differs from the sun in the firmament.

72 Behold, these are they who died without law;

73 And also they who are the spirits of men kept in prison, whom the Son visited, and preached the gospel unto them, that they might be judged according to men in the flesh;

74 Who received NOT THE TESTIMONY OF JESUS IN THE FLESH, BUT AFTERWARDS RECEIVED IT. (Hmm, just a little problem here, since this seems to cancel out the whole "they can accept Mormonism in the next life." It clearly says here, without equivocation or exception, that if they receive their testimony of Jesus, in the next life and not here on earth, in the flesh, the best they can hope to attain, is terrestrial glory. OOPS!!)

75 These are they who are HONORABLE MEN OF THE EARTH, who were blinded by the craftiness of men.

76 These are they who receive of his glory, but not of his fulness.

77 These are they who receive of the presence of the Son, but not of the fulness of the Father.

78 Wherefore, they are bodies terrestrial, and not bodies celestial, and differ in glory as the moon differs from the sun.

79 These are they who are not valiant in the testimony of Jesus; wherefore, they obtain not the crown over the kingdom of our God.

80 And now this is the end of the vision which we saw of the terrestrial, that the Lord commanded us to write while we were yet in the Spirit. And then finally......

Doctrine and Covenants 1:30

30 And also those to whom these commandments were given, might have power to lay the foundation of this church, and to bring it forth out of obscurity and out of darkness, THE ONLY TRUE AND LIVING CHURCH UPON THE FACE OF THE WHOLE EARTH, with which I, the Lord, am well pleased, speaking unto the church collectively and not individually—

So, they can sugar coat things and say that all of the other Churches are great and that they are their friends, have lots of good in them and that they just want to add to the good that they already have, etc, but the bottom line is you must be Mormon, whether in this life or the next, if you want to live with The Father and The Son, and have an Eternal Family, and any shot at exaltation, right?

Furthermore, as I pointed out above, it does say in D&C, that those "Who received NOT THE TESTIMONY OF JESUS IN THE FLESH, BUT AFTERWARDS RECEIVED IT", which includes the "HONORABLE MEN OF THE EARTH", will only be worthy of the Terrestrial Kingdom and the presence of the Son but will not have the fullness of the Father?

How screwed up is that and doesn't it undermine, very strongly, the fact that Mormons are doing all of that temple work? Seems like a waste of time and money, to build all of those temples and do all of that work, so that people can only make it to the terrestrial kingdom, right? What would be the point? These teachings basically make a persons life on earth, irrelevant, if they aren't Mormon and therefore the need to do their temple work is also irrelevant. Wow, what contradictions, how ridiculous it all is!!

So, I'm not sure how converting on the other side, in the spirit, not in the flesh, will help them, other than avoiding the Telestial Kingdom and they still won't be able to have an Eternal Family or be with their friends or family anyway, which is only available in the Celestial Kingdom, so what the hell is the point?

So the Mormon God will still separate them from their loved ones and friends, just because they didn't join the Mormon Church in the flesh and waited to do it on the other side? It sure sucks, but that appears to be the case, according to the Mormon Church's teachings. I hope that some of you out there are at least beginning to see this ridiculous plan of salvation for what it is, a complete joke!!

Can other people not even socialize or "hang out" in the lower kingdoms at all? Can we only be with strangers and not family members due to our lack of practicing or accepting Mormonism in the flesh? After all, Eternal Families are only for Celestial people, so, if they say at any point, we can be with family members in lower kingdoms, what would be the point of trying to get to the Celestial Kingdom to have that elusive Eternal Family, which Mormons preach as being the big prize in the Celestial kingdom?

If you take away that big prize and incentive, that drives the Church, it renders the major purpose of Mormonism completely meaningless. Sorry guys, you can't have it both ways anymore!!

On the other hand, if their own doctrine is correct and the best "great and noble men (and women)" can hope for is Terrestrial glory, then temple work is meaningless. Let's just say it again, it's all a fraud people, WAKE UP!! It doesn't even make any sense at all, if any of you turn on your brains and thinks for just a minute. I'm a common sense guy and this has no common sense at all!!

That plan sure seems strange and once again, makes no sense and is completely idiotic. As you can see, it's not hard to punch massive holes in this Mormon so-called Plan of Salvation. It so ridiculous, when you really stop to think about it ,that is seems like something created by a small child. Then again, a small child could probably come up with something better and more creative than this with less holes.

There is just no other way to see things, as the Mormon scriptures are very clear. I was always taught that if someone accepts the Gospel in the next life, due to not having the chance in this life, (including Hitler, Stalin, Mussolini, Hussein, Bin laden, etc,) that they can inherit the Celestial Kingdom. Everybody gets their one chance they say.It sure contradicts the D&C, about having to accept in the flesh, while in this life doesn't it?

One thing for sure though, is that the Mormons are taught and teach as a Church, through their Prophets, Apostles, scriptures, and most importantly, the first vision, that either you are the Church of God or the Church of the Devil and the whore of all the earth.

So any other Church, other than the Mormon Church, is indeed the Church of the devil, a whore and Mother of Harlots and run by the Devil himself. That sounds pretty evil to me and it makes sense why they are so scared of other religions and especially those of us that have left the Mormon Church. We are the purest form of evil that exists on earth, Sons of perdition in embryo, Joseph Smith said so himself after probably getting drunk on wine and then having some intoxicated vision.

In fact, and you have to trust me on this one guys, in the Church Handbook of Instructions, for Bishops, in one spot, it actually ranks apostates as the number one threat to "innocent members" that they need to protect them from, even above Predators.

Wow, some guy might be stalking the neighborhood for your kids or your wife or hell, even you, but you need to be more concerned with the apostate because he might tell you something damaging about the Church? My friends, that speaks a thousand words and tells you all you need to know. Nothing terrifies or threatens the Mormon Church Hierarchy, more than apostates. We are their greatest fear, good to know!!

But WOW, they call that a plan a salvation? Seriously? How about a plan of stupidity, confusion and absurdities!! Joseph must have smoked and drank some pretty damn powerful substances to have come up with all of this chaos. The stunning thing is that people believed it then and believe it now...WOW is right!! Hell, even I believed it, before I thought it out that is.

I bet he and the others, had some pretty good "LOUD LAUGHTER", at the expense of those that believed and trusted them, as they counted their money on the way to their failed bank. Maybe that was why "LOUD LAUGHTER" was banned in the temple covenant, so that people wouldn't laugh at him and his ideas loudly and publicly.

After all, they didn't want their neck slit from ear to ear, along with their chest and stomach, to be cut open and fed to the fowls of the air. Ah, the reason for blood atonement makes more sense too now, doesn't it?

Joseph, above everybody, knew that he was a fraud, I have no doubt. He had been a fraud, swindler, criminal for his entire life and he knew it, even admitted it to Emma's dad, was convicted of it several times, etc. He promised Emma's Dad, crying, on his knees, that he would change, stop defrauding people with his treasure hunting in order to have Emma's hand in marriage and then shortly after marrying Emma, he "found" the golden plates and then started the Church. Yeah, looks like he really changed, doesn't it?

I wonder if he ever told Emma's Dad that he planned on having sex with as many women and little girls as he could get his dick on? Yeah, I doubt it, but we can't blame Joseph for that, right, since God sent his homicidal, flaming sword wielding angel, to threaten him and force him to do it or face death. Hell, didn't know that angels could come to earth with real swords and slay people? That Joseph was amazing!!

He really didn't want to, but God made him do it, against his wishes and also forced him to hide it from Emma, cuz she wouldn't understand. Yeah, I think that we've heard that one before, what an evil disgrace he was. It reminds me of Nephi not wanting to cut of Laban's head but the spirit made him do it. It's almost like Joseph and Nephi were one in the same..hmmm, you think?

Then in D&C 132, you have God threatening to kill Emma over and over, by destroying her, if she doesn't accept Joseph's adultery, I mean polygamy. Man, that Mormon God, always threatening to destroy and kill people, if they don't obey. He is one pissed off hombre!!

The truth is, he never changed, just became even more evil and immoral. That also explains why he first tried to sell the copyright to the Book of Mormon. His first goal was money all along, isn't it obvious? What would have happened if he had sold the copyright to the Book of Mormon? Unless the other man had started it, the Church wouldn't even exist. Was that God's great plan?

After having the Jaredites and Nephites, maintaining and writing on plates for about 2,000 years, then hiding them in the Hill Cumorah for another 1,400 years or so; and then going to all the trouble of the First Vision, plus Moroni's visits, Joseph's sins, translation with Joseph's head buried in a hat, reading words and letters off of a seer stone (that he found in some ladies well) and everything else that happened, only to end up selling the copyright to some dude in Canada? Yeah, makes sense to me!!

Either Joseph was just acting as that silly human man again, not a Prophet at that moment,(Even though he had a Prophetic vision, telling him to sell the copyright) or I guess the Mormon God intervened, right? Whatever!! It couldn't have been greed could it? Was that what it was really all about? No way!! A known convicted, defrauding treasure hunter, getting greedy and doing what he had always done, defrauding people? Nah!!

The truth is, he knew exactly what he was doing all along, just like all the times he had done it before, and nobody could ever convince me otherwise. His first goal was to sell the copyright and Profit and all the money was to go to him, that was very clear, to pay off all of their deep debts that had accumulated. I'm sure that was also why, after receiving the Word of Wisdom, that Joseph Smith put a bar in his living room, to once again make filthy lucre.

Hey, we've come full circle today, with the Mormon Hierarchy agreeing to allow alcohol to be served in their malls. They are just simply following the example of Joseph Smith. PRAISE TO THE MAN, RIGHT?

Too bad the Mormon God hadn't taken care of his blessed Prophet of the restoration. Hell, if angels can come down wielding flaming swords and he can take the plates to heaven, bring them back, take them back again,etc, why couldn't he have just dropped some big gold bars on his head? I guess that would make too much sense and make it too easy. Better for Joseph to commit criminal acts and defraud people, in order to further the work of God, right? Yeah, it all makes sense now, doesn't it? He had to suffer and learn...yeah, yeah, blah, blah, blah.

So, when selling the copyright didn't work and fizzled out, he had no choice but to try to start a Church, which he did, not too long after, to make his money. Of course at this point, nobody even knew about the First Vision, including even Joseph himself, according to his journals, that he had seen God the Father and Jesus Christ the Son.

In reality, people wouldn't really know about this until the 1850's, which included Brigham Young. The account that the Mormons use today wasn't even written until 1838 and was around the 9th version, each getting grander, as it evolved into the nice little fairly tale that we now have today. If Joseph Smith were alive today, doing exactly what he did back then, he would probably be on death row, a convicted felon,in a federal penitentiary, set for execution or, at least, be spending life in prison with no parole.

Chances are, that he would have been killed in prison for his pedophilia, as even hardened criminals, don't take too kindly to grown men, 37 years old, that marry, rape and molest little girls, 14, 15 and 16 years old, like Joseph Smith did to Helen Mar Kimball, especially if they claim that they did it in the name of and under the threat of God killing them. Then again, he might just be in a mental hospital, in a padded room, for the insane people, that think they talk and act in behalf of God.

With all of the stories in the news these days, about grown men and women, having sex with kids, I have the chance to reflect on Joseph's escapades quite often and it makes me more and more disgusted and sickened. How can anyone believe that he was justified or commanded of God to do what he did and commit the whoredomes and abuses that he perpetrated on these poor young women and their families?

You people that actually believe this was okay and from God, must be sick, twisted, or both. If you condone what Joseph Smith did, you are just as bad as he was. I'm very happy to say that I don't side with felons or pedophiles, unlike some of you apparently do, nor do I believe that any God would ever command such awful things of any man.

Anyway, I digress, the bottom line is that Mormons preach that people are free to believe whatever they want. But if that were a true Mormon doctrine, you wouldn't see a force of 50,000 missionaries out there, all over the world, trying to convert the world to Mormonism, while telling them that Mormonism is the only path to exaltation and God, for both them and their dead; the only truth on the earth and that their Church is false. If their Church isn't false, or an abomination, after all, (as Jesus said to Joseph Smith), then they have a big problem on their hands.

The Mormon Church currently wants everyone to believe, in the current Mormon opinion and BS, being spread by the likes of Hinckley and others, that Mormonism is an alternative religion.If that is the case, then there is no point to Mormonism or anything that they are doing, including the missionary program. They have always banked on being "The only true Church."

If Mormons are now admitting publicly, as they have and are, that Mormonism, isn't "THE ONE AND ONLY TRUE PATH TO RETURN TO GOD" and just an alternative, then they are calling their Jesus Christ a liar and the First Vision has no value at all. If Jesus Christ lied and the First Vision no longer holds any value, and they no longer claim to be the one and only true Church on the planet earth, then Joseph Smith wasn't a Prophet and the entire Church was founded and based on fraud and a lie.

Well, I already knew that, as do many of you, but this simply helps to prove it and show it to the world and all of you out there that haven't seen it yet, especially you TBMS. Listen to my next podcast, that will be out later today and you'll understand exactly what I'm talking about.

The Mormon Church is imploding on itself, with their constant contradictions and outright lies and that's why I'm here guys, along with many others; to simply point it out to you and the world while exposing this fraud to everyone for once and for all.

So, again, in conclusion, everybody out there, remember, the Mormons have "given people permission" to let them "worship how, where, or what they may" but at their own peril. If they aren't Mormon in this life or the next, they will not be able to live with God, their family or friends.

They will be Eternally separated from the God they may have worshiped and the ones they love, but it was their freedom to choose that path of destruction and separation, based on their rejection of Mormonism, either in this life or the next. Somehow, that doesn't seem like, or feel like freedom to believe whatever we want, does it?

It is the Mormon way!! It is the "ONLY WAY!!" MORMONISM OR SPIRITUAL DEATH? BUT FEEL FREE TO WORHSIP WHOEVER YOU WANT OKAY?!!

So, it's Mormonism or damnation, but it's your choice and don't feel pressured or anything, they aren't trying to manipulate you or force you into anything with fear. They just simply want to take your good and see if they can add to it. Yeah right!!

Samuel the Utahnite

It Has Now Been 6 Months Since "Mormon Truth" Has Existed And I would Call It A Great Success, In Spreading The Truth, Thanks To All Of You!! Thanks!!

Well guys and gals, friends, fellow Ex-Mormons, those currently researching, TBMS and TBM trolls, I just felt the need to write this post to thank all of you for the success of what I'm trying to do here on Mormon Truth. I know that we've been able to help countless people. We are now over 25,000 page views since August and we continue to grow and increase each month. I thought December was awesome, but January blew it away. The only month that we've had any decrease was in November, due to the Holidays and Thanksgiving I'm sure. Then in December, we bounced back big time and even better in January. Let's keep it going and increasing our visitors each and every month so that this year is awesome. The more people that know the truth, the more people we can free from the grips of the Mormon cult.

I've had several of you Email me to say that you have shared this website with many friends and family members and maybe one day, they will thank you. I've also received a few emails from those of you that once hated this site; you thought it was too hardcore, went elsewhere to search for your answers, found the truth and now you are back and love my site, while now sharing my passion and you tell me to keep the passion going. I say to these people, thank you and welcome back and please spread the word.

I think it is so funny that people question my motives, why I'm doing this and how many are convinced that I left for some grievous sin or to hang out in crack/whore houses, become a criminal, etc. Like one person said to me yesterday, that is experiencing similar treatment from his TBM friends and family:

"All of those that write you hate mail are afraid of the truth. They have been told all their lives not to look into the secrets of the church. They have to conclude that we are sinners, offended, or weak. I have heard these explanations of my leaving the church for 10 years now. It is an insult. If I truly believed that I was going to be damned for leaving the church, would I have left? It was the most important thing in my life. Would I leave all that because I wanted to have sex or wanted to have a drink. It is a slap in the face that they would think that I have so little intellect or control that I would walk away from salvation for some personal gratification."

All I can say is, that is the perfect statement, expressing perfectly, how so many of us feel, when we are unrighteously judged by our supposed "Christian/Mormon" friends and family. Don't they get it? Can't they open up their brainwashed minds for just one second and realize that the person that they have loved, trusted and respected, for their whole life, hasn't gone off the deep end?

Can't they realize that we just discovered things that intellectually and emotionally, we can't cope with anymore; that we discovered the truth? Can't they see how hypocritical it is for them to cast such awful judgments upon us without listening to a thing we are trying to say, while calling themselves Christians and believing that they will be Gods and Goddesses someday?

This my friends, is a very powerful example and tells us just how powerful and evil, the Mormon cult machine really is. The very fact that our leaving, causes our loved ones, friends and family, to now assume that we are now suddenly whoremongers, drug addicts, criminals, sex fiend, etc, shows how they are programmed from the day they are born to judge and mistreat others.

The Mormon Church is a very evil cult that preaches complete intolerance to anybody outside of their faith, let alone, somebody that was in the faith and then has chosen to leave, for their own reasons. They cause family and friends to turn against each other over history and doctrines that the Mormon Church won't even discuss. They involve Bishops, who are supposed to be "inspired of God", telling wives and husbands to leave each other, when one has left the Church. These supposed men of God, have no more inspiration or authority, than anybody else.

They say that they are a Church of "eternal families" and "families can be together forever" but they leave out the part that that can only happen if they all believe in the Mormon Church and are active and faithful temple recommend holders. In other words, unless we are part of "Gods Celestial Country Club", knowing all of the handshakes and tokens, plus willing to pay several thousand dollars a year for membership, we aren't welcome.

Even worse, if we try to get others to leave, or join a different country club, we will one day be destroyed and live in outerdarkness. Who wants to associate with such evil people, right? I guess it's not hard to see what an awful picture the Mormon Church paints, of those of us that see right through their charade.

As Boyd K. Packer says, "Remember: when you see the bitter apostate, you do not see only an absence of light, you see also the presence of darkness. Do not spread disease germs." As the anti-Mormon that I am, I always think of their evil, darkness and "disease germs" when I see the title of an April 2005 conference talk, Beware of the Evil behind the Smiling Eyes by Elder Neil L. Andersen. What a clever play on words, to make everyone think he was talking about us, and not themselves.

Now, just as a quick review, to help further drive home my point; here is question #6 from the temple recommend interview, which supports every word of this post:

6. Do you affiliate with any group or individual whose teachings or practices are contrary to or oppose those accepted by The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints, or do you sympathize with the precepts of any such group or individual?

You have to answer NO to that question, to get one of these:

So, what this really means, is that if you are a TBM, with a temple recommend, you now have to choose between your eternal life and associating with your son, daughter, mother,father,brother, sister, etc. You can no longer associate with your loved ones or best friend of over 30 years, which has personally happened to me.

What kind of disgusting organization, let alone a Church, would put anyone in this type of impossible situation?

Well, it's clearly not a Church, it's a horrible, evil cult!! That is what cults do!! They cut you off from your friends and family and discourage any contact with them, for fear of you being brought to your senses or reality.

I can't think of any other Church, that I'm aware of, that creates this type of nonacceptance, intolerance, hatred or disdain between family members. I'm not speaking of the other cults(Churches) out there, but the mainstream, truly Christian Churches. Wasn't it Jesus that taught acceptance and love, of everybody?

If the Mormons believe so much in Jesus Christ, and even name their Church after him, then why don't they preach and practice this very simple, basic teaching and follow his example? This is just another example of why Mormons aren't Christians and believe me, there was a time when I never could of dreamed of saying such blasphemy, but it's true. They are the furthest thing from being Christian that I've ever personally known.

Now, just to clarify, so I don't get 100 hatemails, I'm not referring to the average, faithful, innocent Mormon, who believes that they are Christian, just for their belief in Jesus. They are indeed Christian, but they just don't know that their Church isn't.

They are all innocent victims of the Mormon cult, brainwashed from birth. They get insulted when people say they aren't Christian, because they believe they are. However, just because you put the name of Jesus Christ in the title of your Church, doesn't make it Christian, does it? Especially when your behavior toward members and others, especially non-cult members, is as un-Christ-like as it can get.

So what is it that the Mormon Hierarchy is so afraid of? Why are they so terrified of one of their members "associating with or sympathizing with" someone that opposes the views and teachings of the Mormon cult? Well, when you know that you are a fraud, with a closet full of skeletons, lies and deceptions, going back to 1820, you'd better be afraid, very afraid.

These good, faithful members, might just discover the "real truth" and that truth may set them free, thus having a negative impact on their tithing and fast offerings. It's all about the bottom line and their money and nothing else, that is what they are concerned about. How sad and pathetic!!

If the Mormon Church is so true, then what are they so afraid of, right? If the Church is so true, in fact, the "only true and living Church on the whole face of the earth" (D&C 1:30) then everything that people study and learn about Mormon history and doctrine, past and present, should only strengthen their testimonies, but that obviously isn't the case, is it?

Let's reflect on what former Mormon Apostle, Orson Pratt had to say regarding the Church and more specifically, the Book of Mormon. Then I'll share Apostle Jeffrey R. Holland's remarks, and finish up with Hinckley, the grand-poo-papa. These comments should leave you no doubt as to the Mormon's claim of absolute truth and why they are so terrified of those of us that know the real truth:

This book must be either true or false. If true, it is one of the most important messages ever sent from God . . . If false, it is one of the most cunning, wicked, bold, deep-laid impositions ever palmed upon the world; calculated to deceive and ruin millions . . . "The nature of the message in the Book of Mormon is such that, if true, no one can possibly be saved and reject it, if false, no one can possibly be saved and receive it. . . .

"If, after a rigid examination, it be found an imposition, it should he extensively published to the world as such. The evidence and arguments upon which the imposture was detected should be clearly and logically stated, that those who have been sincerely, yet unfortunately, deceived may perceive the nature of the deception, and be reclaimed, and that those who continue to publish the delusion may be exposed and silenced, not by physical force, neither by persecutions, bare assertions, nor ridicule, but by strong and powerful arguments--by evidences adduced from scripture and reason . . .

"But on the other hand, if investigations should prove the Book of Mormon true . . . the American and English nations should utterly reject both the Popish [i.e., Roman Catholic] and Protestant ministry, together with all the churches which have been built up by them or that have sprung from them, as being entirely destitute of authority." (Orson Pratt, Works: Divine Authority of The Book of Mormon [Liverpool, 1851, pp. 1-2, as quoted in Wayne L. Cowdery, Howard A. Davis and Arthur Vanick, Who Really Wrote the Book of Mormon?: The Spalding Enigma [St. Louis, Missouri: Concordia Publishing House, 2005], p. 18)

Good to know that the Mormons are so accepting and loving of other religions, right? Yeah, yeah, bring your good and we'll see if we can simply add to it. (Hinckley) What good? They are all abominable, right!! Orson Pratt, was just simply reflecting the First Vision message, that all other Churches are wrong and abominations, and that their professors(preachers) are corrupt.

Now, let's also reflect on the words of Jeffrey R. Holland:

True or False

by Elder Jeffrey R. Holland of the Quorum of the Twelve

Excerpted from a Church Educational System Religious Educators’ Symposium address given at Brigham Young University on August 9, 1994.

Everything in the Church—everything—rises or falls on the truthfulness of the Book of Mormon.

Jeffrey R. Holland, “True or False,” New Era, June 1995, 64

A good deal has been said about the authorship—and, therefore, the divine origins—of the Book of Mormon. But then there has always been a lot said about it ever since it first rolled off the old E. B. Grandin press in downtown Palmyra, New York, on the 26th of March, 1830.

Let me quote a very powerful comment from President Ezra Taft Benson, who said, “The Book of Mormon is the keystone of [our] testimony. Just as the arch crumbles if the keystone is removed, so does all the Church stand or fall with the truthfulness of the Book of Mormon. The enemies of the Church understand this clearly. This is why they go to such great lengths to try to disprove the Book of Mormon, for if it can be discredited, the Prophet Joseph Smith goes with it. So does our claim to priesthood keys, and revelation, and the restored Church. But in like manner, if the Book of Mormon be true—and millions have now testified that they have the witness of the Spirit that it is indeed true—then one must accept the claims of the Restoration and all that accompanies it.

“Yes, the Book of Mormon is the keystone of our religion—the keystone of our testimony, the keystone of our doctrine, and the keystone in the witness of our Lord and Savior” (A Witness and a Warning, Salt Lake City: Deseret Book Co., 1988, p. 19).

To hear someone so remarkable say something so tremendously bold, so overwhelming in its implications, that everything in the Church—everything—rises or falls on the truthfulness of the Book of Mormon and, by implication, the Prophet Joseph Smith’s account of how it came forth, can be a little breathtaking. It sounds like a “sudden death” proposition to me. Either the Book of Mormon is what the Prophet Joseph said it is or this Church and its founder are false, fraudulent, a deception from the first instance onward.

Not everything in life is so black and white, but it seems the authenticity of the Book of Mormon and its keystone role in our belief is exactly that. Either Joseph Smith was the prophet he said he was, who, after seeing the Father and the Son, later beheld the angel Moroni, repeatedly heard counsel from his lips, eventually receiving at his hands a set of ancient gold plates which he then translated according to the gift and power of God—or else he did not. And if he did not, in the spirit of President Benson’s comment, he is not entitled to retain even the reputation of New England folk hero or well-meaning young man or writer of remarkable fiction. No, and he is not entitled to be considered a great teacher or a quintessential American prophet or the creator of great wisdom literature. If he lied about the coming forth of the Book of Mormon, he is certainly none of those.

I feel about this as C. S. Lewis once said about the divinity of Christ: “I am trying here to prevent anyone saying the really foolish thing that people often say about Him: [that is,] ‘I’m ready to accept Jesus as a great moral teacher, but I don’t accept his claim to be God.’ That is the one thing we must not say. A man who was merely a man and said the sort of things Jesus said would not be a great moral teacher. He would either be a lunatic—on the level with the man who says he is a poached egg—or else he would be the Devil of Hell. You must make your choice. Either this man was, and is, the son of God: or else a madman or something worse. You can shut Him up for a fool, you can spit at Him and kill Him as a demon; or you can fall at His feet and call Him Lord and God. But let us not come with any patronising nonsense about His being a great human teacher. He has not left that open to us. He did not intend to” (Mere Christianity, New York: Macmillan Publishing Co., 1952, pp. 40–41).

I am suggesting that we make exactly that same kind of do-or-die, bold assertion about the restoration of the gospel of Jesus Christ and the divine origins of the Book of Mormon. We have to. Reason and rightness require it. Accept Joseph Smith as a prophet and the book as the miraculously revealed and revered word of the Lord it is or else consign both man and book to Hades for the devastating deception of it all, but let’s not have any bizarre middle ground about the wonderful contours of a young boy’s imagination or his remarkable facility for turning a literary phrase. That is an unacceptable position to take—morally, literarily, historically, or theologically.

As the word of God has always been—and I testify again that is purely and simply and precisely what the Book of Mormon is—this record is “quick and powerful, sharper than a two-edged sword, to the dividing asunder of both joints and marrow” (D&C 6:2). The Book of Mormon is that quick and it is that powerful for us. And it certainly is that sharp. Nothing in our history and nothing in our message cuts to the chase faster than our uncompromising declaration that the Book of Mormon is the word of God. On this issue we draw a line in the sand.

May I make it very clear where I stand regarding Joseph Smith, a stance taken because of the Book of Mormon. I testify out of the certainty of my soul that Joseph Smith entertained an angel and received at his hand an ancient set of gold plates. I testify of that as surely as if I had, with the three witnesses, seen the angel Moroni or, with the three and the eight witnesses, seen and handled the plates.

It was the Book of Mormon that changed my life, told me the gospel of Jesus Christ has been restored, and immersed me in the Church, heart and soul. I hold it in a category sacred to me among all the world’s literature. It stands preeminent in my intellectual and spiritual life, the classic of all classics, a reaffirmation of the Holy Bible, a voice from the dust, a witness for Christ, the word of the Lord unto salvation.

Now, lets bring it home with the current, amazing, "only one earring in each ear", drum roll please, Prophet of the whole earth, for Jesus Christ, the man who communes with Jehovah, but can't predict Tsnami's or Hurricanes, Gordon B. Hinckley:

Here are the quotes. This first one is from the Gordon B. Hinckley speech, “The Marvelous Foundation of Our Faith,” Ensign, Nov. 2002, 78:

We declare without equivocation that God the Father and His Son, the Lord Jesus Christ, appeared in person to the boy Joseph Smith.

When I was interviewed by Mike Wallace on the 60 Minutes program, he asked me if I actually believed that. I replied, “Yes, sir. That’s the miracle of it.”

That is the way I feel about it. Our whole strength rests on the validity of that vision. It either occurred or it did not occur. If it did not, then this work is a fraud. If it did, then it is the most important and wonderful work under the heavens.

Now from Gordon B. Hinckley's speech, “Loyalty,” Ensign, May 2003, 58


Now may I say a word concerning loyalty to the Church.

We see much indifference. There are those who say, "The Church won't dictate to me how to think about this, that, or the other, or how to live my life."

No, I reply, the Church will not dictate to any man how he should think or what he should do. The Church will point out the way and invite every member to live the gospel and enjoy the blessings that come of such living. The Church will not dictate to any man, but it will counsel, it will persuade, it will urge, and it will expect loyalty from those who profess membership therein.

When I was a university student, I said to my father on one occasion that I felt the General Authorities had overstepped their prerogatives when they advocated a certain thing. He was a very wise and good man. He said, "The President of the Church has instructed us, and I sustain him as prophet, seer, and Revelator and intend to follow his counsel."

(Keep in mind now that he is speaking of people being obedient to him, Gordon B. Hinckley, who is now the Mormon Prophet, Seer and Revelator. So he is telling people to be obey him and anything that he might say. That my friends is a cult leader, plain and simple!!)

Then he said:

Each of us has to face the matter—either the Church is true, or it is a fraud. There is no middle ground. It is the Church and kingdom of God, or it is nothing.

In Gordon B. Hinkley's, “My Testimony,” Ensign, Nov. 1993, 51, he said the following:

I thank my Father in Heaven for the testimony I have of the reality of the First Vision. I have stood among the trees where Joseph knelt as a boy, and heard the whisperings of the Spirit that it happened as he said it happened. I have read the words of critics, who from 1820 until now have tried to destroy the validity of that account. They have made much of the fact that there were several versions and that the account as we now have it was not written until 1838. So what?

So, as the Prophet Lehi taught, in the book of Mormon, we are free to choose "liberty and eternal life" or "captivity and death." (2 Nephi 2:27) Liberty and eternal life = being a faithful Mormon and obeying all the rules. Captivity and death = not being a Mormon or choosing not to be a Mormon, or heaven forbid, the most evil creature of all, is he or she that leaves the Mormon Church after having a testimony(based on fraud) and the full light. In other words, we have now officially denied the Holy Ghost and have chosen eternal captivity and death!!

So, you see, those that no longer want to associate with us evil, vile anti-Mormons, are simply on a quest for the "liberty and eternal life" in Mormon fantasy land, and are terrified of the "captivity and death" that may result from their association with us future sons/daughters of perdition.

Okay, now I understand, thanks a lot Lehi for clearing that up!! Ya da fairly tale man!! Good thing they protect those innocent Saints though, from the truth and forbid them from associating with us; I wouldn't want to cause anyone to lose their eternal life as it would eat at my conscience everyday as I rot in Eternal hell as a son of perdition. LOL!!

Anyway, thanks so much guys for all that you have done to make my/our efforts a growing success. We are all apart of it and our success is measured by how many people we are able to help escape the clutches of the Mormon cult or deal with their emotions after leaving. A lot of people out there are suffering and hurting, big time, after discovering the truth and they need our help, compassion, love and support. They most certainly won't get if from the places you would think they would be able to , under normal circumstances. As Holland says, the Mormon Church "draws a line in the sand" and you are either with them or against them.

A couple of months ago, I was motivated and inspired by the example of Hyrum and Mike, of the Church is not true, and John Dehlin, to also start the "Mormon Truth Podcast." So far, the results have been great and surprising, as I continue to get a ton of Emails, thanking me for my efforts and for my help. I couldn't do it without all of you and thank you for all of your support and positive comments.

I also want to give a special thanks and a big shout out to The Mormon Curtain owned and run by Infymus. (AKA Michael Hoenie) He really helped me to get the word out there by posting my writings and opinions, web address and then eventually, giving me my own subject heading. That meant a lot!!

Also, The Mormon Curtain, was instrumental in helping me to leave the Mormon Church. When I was first in the discovery process, I would spend countless hours, reading all of the different articles, information and personal experiences that are so nicely organized and easy to maneuver through. Thanks Michael for creating such a great place for people to become informed and search for their freedom. That place is a a fort Knox and wealth of knowledge. I know that he puts in a lot of time to do what he does and his efforts are greatly appreciated.

Now, last of all, I also want to thank RFM(recovery from Mormonism) for allowing me to post there as long as I did, while sharing my Mormon Truth web address. Many emailed me, amazed that they allowed me to do it at all since RFM claims to be against any so called anti-Mormon activists.(Even though they have several famous ones, right in their midst) They normally frown on people giving links to their sites, unless they are the celebrities of RFM. So, I guess I got lucky somehow.

After being censored on numerous occasions, for not being politically correct, or too much of an activist or giving shout outs to other so called activists, like Mike and Hyrum and their podcast, while allowing their favorite celebrities to run roughshod and blatantly break every rule; it was time for me to exit stage left and focus on doing my own thing without the all to familiar censorship of my former Mormon life. Leaving RFM and not posting there anymore, was the best thing I ever did. It freed up my time to really help people and those that really wanted my help, instead of going in circles with the same old, same old.

Also, Susan's big Email battle with Infymus and the Mormon Curtain, just proved to me that RFM was more out for their own glory, than truly helping other people learn the truth of Mormonism. Instead of trying to work with him, they basically condemned his site and his using of posts from RFM, which disappear now within 10 days; it used to be 15 but due to ever decreasing space, they had to drop it to 10.

That just shows that they don't give a damn over there and Infymus is the one that really cares, documenting great stuff everyday, that won't exist in 10 days. They should have been thanking him, not criticizing him and threatening him with make believe lawyers that were mad one second and laughing the next.(according to Susan's Emails)

Yes, RFM, does document stuff and has quite a few things in their archives that I wrote, but what they archive is minuscule, compared to what Infymus archives. Infymus has unlimited space and they are just jealous of his efforts and success, plain and simple.

Instead of combining with others for the greater good of helping others being the main goal, they condemn people like myself, Infymus, Mike, Hryum, etc. I didn't intend to get into this, but it needs to be said again, as I reflect on my path to the truth and what has transpired the last 6 months. The whole RFM deal was a big part of why this blog and my podcast exist today. Even out of the Church, in a place that is supposedly for people recovering from Mormonism, I couldn't recover properly. It was like joining some other cult where they set the rules and played God.

I guess that they just can't shake that need to censor and control people and their words and they seem to be terrified of the Mormon Church suing them. I guess that paranoia also comes from being a Mormon and it is hard to shake. If it hadn't been for the ridiculous hypocrisy that existed there, I would have remained, from time to time, at least continuing to help people with links to what they are looking for, etc.

To be honest, that was one of my favorite things; to help others find what they were looking for and providing people the links that they needed. In my opinion, when they lost me, they lost more than just a poster. I really and sincerely, wanted to help people and cared, that is what they lost. They'd rather have people like Steve Benson blasting the hell out of innocent posters and insulting everyone he could as often as he could. Just not my cup of tea...LOL!!

I guess I quickly outgrew my surroundings and felt like I was locked in a cage again, after just leaving one. Thus the birth of my blog and now my podcast and tremendous freedom to say and share whatever I please in a non-censored environment. So, I thank RFM as it was a necessary stage for me to go through and it gave me a platform and place to share my strong views of how I felt and to express myself. Anyway, it is in the past now and a place that I won't return to, due to the reasons already stated. I honestly don't know how people can keep posting there for years?

Ultimately, I didn't really feel welcome there anymore or that I could be a part of whatever they were trying to accomplish. I'm glad that they exist and that they help so many people, but it isn't for me and isn't my style. I need my absolute freedom, after being repressed for so long, plain and simple.

In the meantime, I've found better, deeper places where I can share my views, without being censored, from time to time and get great, insightful comments in return. Dr. Shades Mormon Discussion board is the best uncensored board there is. You can talk about anything you want in anyway you want without being censored. It was the first place I went to after leaving RFM, at the personal invite of Dr. Shades and it was such a breath of fresh air after RFM.

I also like the Post Mormon Recovery Board as a great place, where very educated and informed people hang out and discuss things in a more serious way when needed. There is still plenty of humor to be found there. Sadly, with my own blog and now podcast, along my attempt to also live my life, I have very little time to participate much in these places even though I really do enjoy the exchange of expressions of thought with others. I plan on being able to do that soon on my podcast with many of you. But, at least I have great places to go when I do have the time or something big to report or a new discovery.

So, in closing(sounds like I'm giving a talk in sacrament meeting...Ha ha!!) I want to thank everyone that has helped me to be where I'm at, by sharing with me your stories, knowledge, experiences and pain. This blog is a cumulative and collaborative effort of many people. Thank you for letting me know that I've helped you and thank you for helping me s much in the process. You guys are awesome!!

In addition to those that I've already mentioned, I want to give a special thank you to those that have helped me and supported me so much; Bonnie, Eric, Wendy, John, Captain Jack, Polygamy Porter, Gunner, Andy, Nancy, Steve, Matt, Lindsey, Suzie Q. and everybody else that I'm probably leaving out. Honestly, I've been so overwhelmed with Email, that I still have some people from a long time ago, that I need to respond to. If you sent me a good Email, that wasn't ridiculous and accusing me of being a heroine addict/adulterer, and you you haven't heard from me yet, you will, I promise.

Also, a very special thank you, to all of those supposed Christian/Mormons/TBMS, that have sent me vile hatemail, accusing me of all sorts of vileness, while embarrassingly exposing themselves and their Church for what they really are. You guys just motivate me to keep it going, so keep it coming!! If it's really bad, I'll even give you a nice page on my blog, so that everyone can see your "Christianity" and "Mormonism", in action. Keep setting that great example for that cult that you love and believe in so much. Great job TBMS!!

Well guys, that's it for now. I have so many things that I want to write, now I just need the time to write them. So, stay tuned to the blog and the podcast and I don't think that you will be disappointed. If any of you have information about the Church that you feel you want me to share on my blog, let me know. If you have a personal experience that you want to share, even anonymously, send it to me and I'll publish it.

As always, the main goal of what I'm trying to do here, is help people to know the "real truth" and escape from the Mormon cult. I want to expose the Mormon Church to the point that people can't deny what I'm saying. I try to be as thorough as I can, giving the official links and resources whenever possible, in order to help your personal studies and discovery process.

Don't take my word for it, rather go out, research it yourself and make your own personal discovery. I have nothing to lie about when the truth is so easily found and displayed. Maybe my anger, occasional swear words or manner of delivery is too much for some of you, maybe you don't like what I'm saying, but you should probably move on if that is the case; but hopefully one day, you will make your way back with more understanding and understand my anger and frustration a little better as some have already done.

Some people reading this are in transition right now, just beginning there journey, or in the middle of their journey. Some of you are just innocent, true-believing, faithful members, unknowing members, that have no idea you've been lied to and duped for your entire life. I feel especially bad for you because I was once there myself about 10 months ago.

Some of you know the truth but refuse to accept it and fight people like me, calling us liars, sons of perdition, adulterers, etc, because you can't accept that you've been duped. I challenge you to try to redirect your anger toward those that deserve it, your cult leaders.

Some of you most likely know the truth (Daniel Peterson-Farms, John Lynch-Fair) but make a very concerted effort in publicly defending the Church, mocking anyone that criticizes it, while working for Farms(BYU) or Fair, even though you know that there really aren't any legitimate, common sense answers to the hard questions. You even attack the people like me, also accusing them of being horrible sinners.

You guys are nothing more than cronies and toys of the Prophet and First Presidency and Apostles, that's it. I'm not sure how you can look in the mirror and be proud of what you are doing. If you truly do believe, after seeing all of the evidence and facts, then I just plane feel sorry for you.

I guess the only slack that I can give you guys that do this, is that you don't want to lose your jobs and careers, which you would if you came clean. Other than that, you guys are despicable, as you only help to perpetuate the fraud by continuing to lie to the innocent, faithful members that are only seeking the truth and you continue to lead them down the road of make believe.

I think that most of you that do this, have the credentials to get another job, that would probably pay even more, much more, than BYU or the Church. I believe that it's more than just the money though, it's also your love of the prestige, fame and ass kissing that you receive as a bonus for your efforts. You should all be ashamed of yourself!!

Yeah, especially you Daniel Peterson, you are a flat out embarrassment to any truth that exists in this world. He likes to initiate Email conversations with people, back and forth, were he mocks, makes fun of, personally accuses and attacks and then ultimately baits them into saying bad things, then he publishes the entire conversation on Shields to show everyone what scumbags us anti-Mormons are.

I've also published conversations that I've had with TBMS, but the difference is, I didn't initiate the dialog or the initial attack as Daniel Peterson does, rather I'm responding. The people that I respond to and post about, sought me out and attacked me. Daniel Peterson purposely seeks out people that he can try to embarrass by personally attacking them and then printing their pissed off responses. He then wonders why they get pissed off. Gee I wonder?!!

The guy is a complete unethical ASS, plain and simple. So, bring it on Danny boy, but don't be too disappointed when I don't respond and fall for your pathetic deceit. Of course, he would claim to be a good, ethical Christian/Mormon with his temple recommend in his hand, right? At least I've seen what he does, so I won't go down the same path of others and have him openly ridicule me.

At least he still has to commit to not violating his temple covenants in fear of the "judgments of God" and being threatened with "God will not be mocked." I wonder if he was disappointed that they removed the "naked touching" in January of 2005? I wonder how he justified that one? Who cares, the guys a complete joke and I couldn't care less about what degrees he decorates his walls with.

If he truly believes what he is saying, that the Church is true, that there is an explanation for everything, then he is one of the dumbest, highly educated men that I've ever heard of. You can be book smart, but unless you have common sense, it ain't gonna do you much good in this life, but it will make you into a perfect Mormon Apologist. Like I always say a lot, you can be book smart and life stupid, completely devoid of any common sense. That is the perfect definition of a Mormon Apologist.

Guys, again, thank you for everything, and let's look forward to another awesome 6 months and a great year. Great things are gonna happen and we are gonna be able to help a lot of people. I believe that every year, more and more people are gonna be leaving the Church. We'll never know how many, exactly, since they would never report that number, but as long as I'm playing a part in it, of helping to educate and free people from the Mormon fraud, then I fell fulfilled and my goals are being reached.

Again, if anybody out there has a great experience, story, knowledge or something that will help others to know the truth that we Ex-Mormons now know, please Email me, so that I can share it on my blog or in my podcast.

I've recently had conversations with 2 TBM friends, one who doesn't know my situation or feelings toward the Church and one who does. All I can say is, I'm so grateful that I no longer have to twist my brain into a pretzel to understand basic concepts of life and who I am. I can't believe that I was once them, a very short time ago. I can't believe that I had to throw out all logic, common sense and reasoning, in order to believe the basic precepts of the Church.

The sad thing is, that both of these guys are great guys, with great reasoning abilities, great common sense and intelligence, unless you are talking about Mormonism. I see my former self in them every time we talk and I honestly can't come to terms with the fact that they are what I used to be.

The crazy thing is that I used to question and wonder about things that didn't make any sense, but then I would either dismiss them outright or just find a way to rationalize them in my mind, while great deluding myself, to make them fall in line with Mormonism. After all, I thought, Mormonism is the only true Church on the face of the planet, so everything that I've ever been taught, has to make sense, I just don't understand it. How twisted is that?!!

I remember on my mission being taught that teachings of Mormonism are very advanced and very far above those of science and that one day science would catch up and they would be as one. Yea, looks like we might need to reverse that statement, but the difference is, Mormonism will never catch up to science. It gets left further behind with every discovery that is made. Isn't it amazing that Mormonism can take a very well respected, intelligent, logical person and make them look like a complete brain-washed dumb ass? That's what Mormonism does, it makes smart people look stupid!!

How refreshing it is to truly have freedom of thought and the ability and freedom to think on my own and in my own way about whatever I want, however I want. I no longer have to believe that the only way is the Mormon way, while dismissing every evidentiary fact along the way and trying to make everything fit into the box of Mormonism.

One day I'm going to do a post of all of the bizarre things that I once had to believe and/or dismiss, due to my Mormon beliefs. Now, everything is back on the table and it's exciting, fun and exhilarating. I no longer have to "throw out" ever scientific fact that is ever discovered, in order to make Mormonism jive.

It's really amazing what fun it can be to be able to think on my own, without having some pathetic old farts in Salt Lake, dead or alive, past or present telling me what I believe, how I believe and who I believe in.

I'm free from the shackles of Mormonism and thanks to all of you and your support, man, do I feel good!! Keep up the great work everyone and lets keep helping as many people as we can that desperately need our help!!

Samuel the Utahnite