Monday, January 16, 2006

Mormon Missionary Memoriam-Those Who Have Died While Serving The Mormon Church As Missionaries.


I felt inspired to post this page and list it in my permanent links on my blog. I just wanted to find a way to honor those young men that have died in the service of the Mormon Church. It's amazing to me that the Mormon Church hasn't done something like this, but then again, why would they? They only like positive, faith promoting, burning bosom material, thus the lack of even mentioning Benjamin Ellsworth's death in Argentina back in December. Still not one word on Benjamin on the Churches website. I'm glad that I and others are around to point this stuff out.

The only mention of the Elders that died in New Zealand, was in the talk given By M. Russell Ballard. No official mention of them either, like in a statement to the press, nada. Also, no mention of the Elder that died back in November in Mexico. Why you ask? Because they really don't care. They believe that hey, if you die on your mission for them, which they consider to be for Jesus, that you couldn't have died in a better place or time. I know, very twisted, but that's how these cult leaders think. I just think that is disgraceful that they do nothing to honor these men and women each year and nothing permanent in their memory, yet they can celebrate Joseph's and Hinckley's birthdays all year long.

I just want to dedicate this page to these young men and women that have fallen and also their Families, since their own Church won't even do it and my goal is to eventually have all of them listed. I need your help out there to be able to gather all the names. I'm going to start with those that were listed in the Deseret News since 1999 but please send me the names of the others, those of you that know them. For example, the 2 missionaries that were killed in Texas and the 2 that were assassinated in Bolivia, etc. I'll be doing my research, but any help that you could provide me, would be greatly appreciated and expedite the process.

Here is the beginning of this list:

LDS Missionary Deaths from 1999-2006


Matthew Turley of Ridgefield, Connecticut, was hit by a drunk driver and killed on April 23, 2006. He was serving in the Mendoza, Argentina mission, in the city of San Luis.

Matthew Turley's companion, Elder Tyler Watts, of West Valley City was also injured and hit by the drunk driver, but is expected to make a full recovery and yes, FINISH his mission of course. He has around 5 months to go.

Bradley Isle New Zealand 1/5/2006 Auto accident Accident

Jonathan Talmadge New Zealand 1/5/2006 Auto accident Accident

Morgan W. Young U.S./Virginia 1/2/2006 Shot Witnessed crime, gunman shot him

Benjamin Ellsworth Argentina 12/5/2005 Train accident Fell under train

Joel Galindo Flores Mexico 11/9/2005 Hit by car Accident

Michael Joshua Bent Samoa 11/23/2003 Drowning Accident

Nathan Scott Godfrey Argentina 3/10/2003 Electrocuted Accident, trying to save another




Lym Kelly U.S. 10/18/2002 Auto accident Accident

Johnson Gregory Scott Mexico 9/29/2002 Electrocuted Accident

Atchley Adele Ivory Coast 8/3/2002 Murder Robbery

Leaunae Limuula Samoa 1/30/2002 Auto accident Accident

Platt Spencer U.S. 12/17/2001 Auto accident Accident

Thomas Jonathan Reed Argentina 8/29/2001 Hit by train Accident

Gleason Mark England 6/12/2001Auto accident Accident

Teodorescu Mihai England 6/12/2001 Auto accident Accident

Pixton Clark Henry Ukraine 7/14/2001 Fall Accident

Driggs Eric Robert Argentina 4/6/2000 Auto accident Accident

Christiansen Jaysen Ray U.S. 1/28/2000 Auto accident Accident

Pulham Jared Mont U.S. 1/28/2000 Auto accident Accident

Roundy Daniel Byrne U.S. 1/28/2000 Auto accident Accident

Savage Bradley Alan U.S. 1/28/2000 Auto accident Accident

Peterson Melissa U.S. 1/21/2000Auto accident Accident

Barrett Jonathan Philip Ivory Coast 4/24/1999 Stabbed Attacked by drunken man Papenfuss Jaarl Michael Canary Islands 1/18/1999

Prymak Joshua Matthew Canary Islands 1/18/1999 Drowning Accident
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I then found a great site that listed many of the missionaries all the way back to the 1800's. Interestingly, this list has some from 2001, 2002, etc, that are not listed on the above list, and vice versa, not sure why. In any case, hopefully between the two lists, they are all listed.

The Parley P. Pratt Missionary Memorial Monument and Wall
In Memoria

We want to honor and recognize the work of all missionaries on the Parley P. Pratt Missionary Memorial, but unfortunately we do not have a complete list of those who have given their lives in the service of the Master. Nor do we have a complete roster of all missionaries who now face physical, emotional and intellectual challenges as a result of accident or illness suffered on their missions. Further, we do not have a complete list of those missionaries whose lives were taken before being able to enter the mission field. Your help in compiling a more complete account of those we would honor will be greatly appreciated.

Adele Atchley, 65, Ivory Coast Abidjan, Santa Monica, CA 2002

*Seth Jorry Wright, (19), Scotland Edinburgh, Springville, UT 2002

Lee Carl Nelson, 77, Washington D.C. North, Big Fork, MT 2002

Michael John Jones, 20, Washington Spokane, Taylorsville, UT 2002

Spencer Goodwin Platt, 20, Montana Billings, Murray, UT 2001

Jonathan Reed Thomas, 19, Argentina Buenos Aires West, Chandler, AZ 2001

Scott Robert Smith, 21, Washington Seattle, Clearfield, UT 2001

Mark Douglas Gleason, 20, England Bristol, Pleasant Grove, UT 2001

Mihai Teodorescu, 20, England Bristol, Ploiseti, Romania 2001

*Carl Miller, (21), Salt Lake City South, Vergennes, Vermont 2001

James Coleman Gatherum, 65, Laotian/Thai Church Service, Salt Lake City, UT 2001

*Burke Jensen, (20), Texas Dallas, Orem, UT 2001

*Nathan James, (20), Brazil, Orem, UT 2001

Wen Ping Shi, 27, Washington D.C. North, Fujin, China 2000

Thomas Dale Cram, 72, Thailand Bangkok, Salt Lake City, UT 2000

Melvin Joseph Merrell, 66, China Xi’an English Teachers, Salt Lake City,
UT 2000

*Bradley Green, (20), Brazil Rio de Janeiro North, Cedar City, UT 2000

Clark Henry Pixton, 20, Ukraine Donetsk, Logan, UT 2000

*Robert Michael Lawrence, (20), Guatemala North, Murray, UT 2000

Delbert Tolton Goates, 68, England Manchester, Salt Lake City, UT 2000

Eric Robert Driggs, 20, Argentina Resistencia, Mesa, AZ 2000

*Jordan Lee Call, (19), Argentina Resistencia, Logan, UT 2000

Melissa Peterson, 22, North Carolina Raleigh, Snowflake, AZ 2000

Jaysen Ray Christiansen, Iowa DesMoines, Harrisville, UT 2000

Jared Mont Pulham, 20, Iowa DesMoines, Alpine, UT 2000

Bradly Alan Savage, 20, Iowa DesMoines, Lehi, UT 2000

Daniel Byrne Roundy, 19, Iowa DesMoines, Kaysville, UT 2000

Hartley, Chile Santiago South

ChristianGlen Packer, 24, Salt Lake City Welfare Square, Farmington, UT 1999

Richard Keith Black, South Africa Capetown, Murray, UT 1999

Jaarl Michael Papenfuss, 20, Spain Las Palmas, Fountain Green, UT 1999

Joshua Matthew Prymak, 19, Spain Las Palmas, Montclair, VA 1999

Jonathan Philip Barrett, Ivory Coast Abidjan, Morgan, UT 1999

Rhett S. Orcutt, 19, Texas Houston, Salt Lake City, UT 1998

Charlotte Dorae Lofgreen, 67, Ivory Coast Abidjan, Orem, UT 1998

Renee Anderson, 66, Ivory Coast Abidjan, Salt Lake City, UT 1998

Sean Thomas Richardson, 21, Mexico Mexico City East, Ukiah, CA 1998

Jose Manuel Mackintosh, 20, Russia Yekaterinburg, Hiko, NV 1998

*Bradley Borden, (20), Russia Yekaterinburg, Mesa, AZ 1998

Nathan Wallace Kofford, 19, Taiwan Taichung, Alpine, UT 1998

Kenton Martin, 20, Florida Tallahassee, South Jordan, UT 1998

*Andrew Wayne Peterson, (50), Mexico Area Presidency, Salt Lake City, UT 1997

*Orin A. Voorheis, (20), Argentina Buenos Aires, Pleasant Grove, UT 1997

Devin Ranald Boren, 19, Spirit World, Alpine, UT 1997

Keith Madsen, 20, Taiwan Taipei, 1997

Juan Carlos Castillo, 40, Santiago Chile Area Presidency, Santiago,
Chile, 1996

M. Lee Miller, 62, Tonga Nuku'alofa, Bountiful, UT 1996

Joshua Vaughn Berrett, 21, Arizona Tempe, __________, 1995

Jennifer Schulz, 22, Japan Fukuoka, Salt Lake City, UT 1995

Ryan Matthew Akers, 20, Spain Malaga, Gunnison, CO 1994

Max Christiansen, 66, Arizona Tucson, Newton, UT 1994

Carl Hildt Wollenzien, 68, Germany Frankfurt, Provo, UT 1993

Marion Ellnor Nash Lee, England Bristol, Ephraim, UT 1993

Kent Virl Hyde, 22, Arizona Phoenix, Thayne, WY 1992

Martha Lorena Gutierrez, 23, Finland Helsinki East, Nicaragua 1991

Oscar Zapata, 20, Peru Lima East, Piura, Peru 1991

Gale Stanley Critchfield, 20, Ireland Dublin, Payson, UT 1990

Manuel Antonio Hidalgo, 22, Peru Lima East, Arequipa, Peru 1990

Christian Andreani Ugarte, 21, Peru Lima East, Trujillo, Peru 1990

Ronald Jamon Eastland, 20, Bolivia La Paz, Syracuse, UT 1989

Jeffrey Brent Ball, 20, Bolivia La Paz, Wanship, UT 1989

Todd Ray Wilson, 20, Bolivia La Paz, Wellington, UT 1989

Adam Richard Koontz, 19, Portugal Porto, Upland, CA 1988

Ronald Brent Jack, 21, Portugal Porto, Kirtland, NM 1988

Gayle H. Thurman, California Carlsbad, Highland, UT

Richard Keith Black, 19, South Africa Cape Town, Murray, UT

Steven Chad Fairbanks, Germany Dusseldorf, Highland, UT

Bill Rawson Hardy, 19, Michigan Lansing, Mesa, AZ 1988

Todd Larry Walker, 19, Michigan Lansing, Highland, UT 1988

Lee Roberts, 20, Michigan Lansing, South Jordan, UT 1988

Matthew Erin Elwood, 22, Brazil Brasilia, Salt Lake City, UT 1987

Harlan Wallace Clark, 73, South Africa Johannesburg 1987

Roger Todd Hunt, 19, Portugal Lisbon, Las Vegas, NV 1987

Con Barlow Fox, 19, Australia Brisbane, Bountiful, 1987

Joann Wilson, 54, Austria Vienna, Orem, UT 1986

Bruce Drennan, 20, Bolivia La Paz, 1984

Kevin Bons, 20, Bolivia La Paz, 1984

Chad Blaine Williams, 20, Oregon Portland, Bountiful, UT 1982

Ralph Thales Howe, 20, Missouri Independence, Pleasant Grove, UT
1982

Aldemar Gutierrez, 20, Bolivia La Paz, Santa Cruz, Bolivia 1982

Matthew Erin Elwood, 21, Brazil Brasilia, Salt Lake City, UT

Yunette Harris, Argentina, Memphis, TN

Gabriela Cristina Nieva, Argentina, Godoy Cruz, Argentina

Jeffrey Brent Ball, 20, Bolivia La Paz, Wanship, UT

Todd Ray Wilson, 20, Bolivia La Paz, Wellington, UT

Linda Jackson, 57, Armenia, Oak City, UT

Brian Michael Miller, 20, Connecticut Hartford, Rexburg, ID

Roger Todd Hunt, 19, Portugal Lisbon, Las Vegas, NV

Jared Marvin Prescott, 20, Mascarene Islands, Centerville, UT

Alan Knight, 20, Texas Houston, Bountiful, UT

Matthew Brown, 19, Nebraska Omaha, Twin Falls, ID

Christopher Phillips, 19, Nebraska Omaha, Salem, OR

Joseph Israel Bookstaber, 19, Thailand Bangkok, Short Hills, N.J

Noel Andre De Waal, 20, South Africa Johannesburg, Johannesburg, South Africa 1980

Jonathan Guy Twitchell, 20, South Africa Johannesburg, Payson, UT 1980

David S. Kalt, 21, Germany Frankfurt, Provo, UT 1980

Phyllis Lissian (Goad) Hatch, England Bristol Mission, Cardston 1980

Boyd Bateman, 20, Texas Dallas, Idaho Falls, ID 1980

Darrell Maddox, 21, England Blackburn, American Fork, UT

Gary Apgood, 26, England Blackburn, San Jose, CA

Elizabeth L Webb King, 66, South Carolina Charleston, Kaysville, UT 1979

Jane Elizabeth Ruth Cannell Teuscher, 65, South Carolina Charleston, Fish Haven, ID 1979

Kevin Stewart Cook, 19, California Ventura, Bountiful, UT 1979

Duane Aycock, 19, England Bristol, Mesa, AZ 1979

Cory Dean Watts, 19, California Anaheim, Salt Lake City, UT 1979
Senitelela Cindy Tonga, 23, Missouri Independence, Millbrae, CA

Jan Andersen, 21, Florida Tampa, Salt Lake City, UT 1979

Venna Elizabeth Tolman Hess, 72, Missouri Independence, Las, Vegas, NV

Mark Walter Brand, 21, Florida Tallahassee, Fruit Heights, UT 1979

Jesse Nephi Durette, 25, Florida Tallahassee, Portland, OR 1978

Scott Carter, 21, Bountiful, UT 1978

Wallace Barney Tolman, 20, Indiana Indianapolis, Camarillo, CA 1978

Robert Jay Mathews, 19, Indiana Indianapolis, Salt Lake City, UT 1976

Wesley Brian Johnson, 20, Germany Hamburg, Preston, ID 1976

David Patten Kimball IV, Uruguay Montevideo, Scottsdale, AZ 1974

Kent McMullan,

David William Grow, 20, Pennsylvania Philadelphia, Salt Lake City, UT 1974

Leonard Charles Martin, 20, Pennsylvania Philadelphia, Salt Lake City, UT 1974

*Valoy Dee Twitchell, (19), Australia Brisbane, Payson, UT 1974

Jeffrey Walter Buehner, 20, Pennsylvania Philadelphia, Phoenix, AZ 1974

Mark J. Fischer, 19, Texas Austin, Milwaukee, MI 1974

Gary Smith Darley, 20, Texas Austin, Simi Valley, CA 1974

Garth Pierce, 20, England London, Salt Lake City, UT 1974

Donald R. LaBeau, 19, Oklahoma Oklahoma City, Yakima, WA 1973

Smith, Argentina, Long Beach, CA, 1970

Garcés, Argentina South, 1971

Gregory Scott McFarland, 19, Alaskan-Canadian, Salt Lake City, UT 1970

James Blauer Bangerter, 19, Peru Lima, Provo, UT

Richard Heath-Hall, 20, Scotland Edinburgh, England 1970

Leon Julius Viehweg, 19, Scotland Edinburgh, Soda Springs, ID 1970

Phillip Terry Styler, 22, Andes, Sacramento, CA 1963

*Rebecca Ann Reeve, (22), Western States, Salt Lake City, UT 1962

Howard Williams, (20), Mexico Mexico City, Salt Lake City, UT 1961

Alfred Bauer, 68, California Los Angeles, Charlo, MT 1956

Quist, Argentina Buenos Aires, Pocatello, ID 1952

LeRoy Tripp, France Paris, 1908

Walter Phillips, Hawaii, 1901

Ethel Lowry Reid, Netherlands, 1899

Samuel Thomas Clark, Great Britain, 1899

Thomas H. Bell, Southern States, 1899

John Woolfe Isom, Southern States, 1899

Joseph Hogan Jr, Netherlands, 1899

Hirum Rosewald Hamson, Eastern States, 1899

Lewis Albert Warren, Southern States, 1899

Albert Peterson, Scandinavia, 1898

David M. Muir, Great Britain, 1898

H.C. Holley, Western States, 1898

Isaac Edinborough, Great Britain, 1898

Hyrum Maughn, Northern States, 1898

Ole Christian Jensen, Scandinavia, 1898

Godfred Alder, Germany, 1898

Joseph Henry Jenson, Scandinavia, 1898

William Francis Butt, Scandinavia, 1898

Neils Christian Heselt, Colorado, 1898

Jacob Bushman, Southern States, Escalante, UT 1897

Andrew Bjorkman, Scandinavia, 1896

Joseph Alma Ott, Switzerland/Germany, 1896

Daniel Stewart Jones, Southern States, 1895

Charles Scott Hall, Southern States, 1895

Ella Adelia Moody, Samoa, 1895

John Alexander Clark, 25, Turkey Istanbul, Minersville, UT 1895

Hyrum Carter, Southern States, 1894

Ransom Marion Stevens, Samoa, 1894

Walter H. Barton, Southern States, 1894

Pher A. Bjorklund, Scandinavia, 1892

David Hoagland Cannon, Germany, Salt Lake City, UT 1892

Adolph Haag, Turkey, Payson, UT 1892

Lorenzo W. Roundy, Southern States, 1892

Otto Lyman Chipman, New Zealand, American Fork, UT 1892

Thomas Butler, Southern States, Richfield, UT 1892

Katie Eliza Hale Merrill, Samoa Upolu, Smithfield, UT 1891

Willard Henry Halliday, North Carolina, Pleasant Grove, UT 1890

John Anderson Quist, Sweden, Big Cottonwood, UT 1890

Edgar Dilworth Simmons, Syria, Salt Lake City, UT 1890

Andrew K. Anderson, Denmark, Salt Lake City, UT 1890

John Powell, 1890

Washington N. Cook, Cherokee Nation, Salt Lake City, UT 1889

John A Richards, Cherokee Nation, Cache County, UT 1889

Sylvester Daniel Collett, Mexico, Salt Lake City, UT 1889

Edmund Zebulon Taylor, Southern States, Harmony, UT 1888

Vincent McKay Pugmire, Southern States, St. Charles, ID 1888

Alma Pascal Richards, Southern States, Morgan, UT 1888

Richard Thornton Booth Jr, Northwestern States, 1887

John Bullock, England London, Salt Lake City, UT 1887

Brigham Willard Young, New Zealand, Salt Lake City, UT 1887

Jesper Peterson, Denmark, Castledale, UT 1887

Jeremiah Heber Kimball, Germany, Salt Lake City, UT 1887

John Henry Gibbs, Southern States, Paradise, UT 1884

William S. Berry, Southern States, Kanarra, UT 1884

Charles E. Robison, Southern States, Montpelier, ID 1883

Shadrach Jones, Wales, Willard, UT 1883

Nathaniel Ashby, Hawaiian Islands, 1882

William H. Butler, Great Britain, 1882

Feramorz Little Young, Mexico, Salt Lake City, UT 1881

Niels Wilhelmsen, Denmark Copenhagen, St. Charles, ID 1881

Gustaf Peterson, Denmark Copenhagen, Salt Lake City, UT 1881

Joseph Standing, 25, Southern States, Salt Lake City, UT 1879

Joseph E. Hyde, England London, Salt Lake City, UT 1878

Edwin W. Street, England London, Salt Lake City, UT 1878

James Lisonbee, US, 1877

John Hubbard, Wichata Reservation, Willard, UT 1877

Lorenzo W. Roundy, Lee’s Ferry, Salt Lake City, UT 1876

Thomas Hunter, Scotland, 1876

Francis A. Hammond Jr, Arizona, 1876

Dianah Camp, Texas, 1876

Haden W. Church, Tennessee Memphis, Salt Lake City, UT 1875

Caleb W. Haws, England Barusely, Provo, UT 1871

Caleb Parry, England Birmingham, Salt Lake City, UT 1871

Moroni Bigelow, US, 1870

Albert Merrill Jr, US, 1870

John Mace, England Leeds, Salt Lake City, UT 1869

Robert C. Sharkey, Southern States, 1869

James Ezra Clark, 22, England London, Farmington, UT 1868

Anson Vasco Call, England London, Salt Lake City, UT 1867

Brigham Willard Kimball, England London, Salt Lake City, UT 1867

Abel Evans, Wales, Salt Lake City, UT 1866

Collins Moore Gillett, England London, Salt Lake City, UT 1866

Peter Horrocks, Europe, 1866

George Simms, England London, Salt Lake City, UT 1865

Jesse Yelton Cherry, England Nottingham, Centerville, UT 1865

Martin Wood, England, 1864

John Moburn Kay, England London, Salt Lake City, UT 1864

Joseph Greenwood, Missouri, Salt Lake City, UT 1864

Thomas Atkinson, Sandwich Islands, Salt Lake City, UT 1863

Hiram Kimball, Sandwich Islands, Salt Lake City, UT 1863

Joseph Siney, Great Britain, 1861

George A. Smith, Jr., Moquis Indian Nation, Salt Lake City, UT 1860

Washington N. Cook, Indian Territory, 1858

Samuel Francis Neslen, England London, Salt Lake City, UT 1858

Parley Parker Pratt, 50, Southern States, Salt Lake City, UT 1857

Robert W. Wolcott, England Northampton, Salt Lake City, UT 1856

George Peden Waugh, Great Britain, 1856

Robert C. Petty, Indian Territory, Salt Lake City, UT1856

Orson Spencer, Cherokee Nation, Salt Lake City, UT 1855

Jane Amanda Lewis, Sandwich Islands, 1855

John Parry, Great Britain, 1855

Jacob F. Secrist, European Mission, Salt Lake City, UT 1855

Andrew L. Lamoreaux, France Paris, Salt Lake City, UT 1855

James F. Bell, Malta, 1855

Sister James F. Bell, Malta, 1855

Albert Gregory, Central States, Salt Lake City, UT 1855

Lemon Bronson, Michigan, 1855

William W. Major, Great Britain, 1854

Alondus LaFayette Buckland, Nova Scotia, 1854

Levi Stillman Nickerson, England, 1853

John Hyde, Australia Sydney, Salt Lake City, UT 1853

Willard Snow, Denmark Copenhagen, Salt Lake City, UT 1853

Jane Amanda Stevens Lewis, Sandwich Islands, Salt Lake City, UT 1851

William Burton, Scotland Edinburgh, Salt Lake City, UT 1851

James Henry Flanigan, England Birmingham, Winter Quarters, NE 1851

George W. Langley, England, 1851

Elijah Malin, Pennsylvania, Winter Quarters, NE 1849

Mephibosheth Sirrine, England, 1848

Alvah Lewis Tippetts, 38, Eastern States, Winter Quarters, NE, 1847

Thomas Ward, 1847

Peter Melling, Indiana, 1844

Phelps, Joshua R.G., New York, 1844

Knowlton F. Hanks, Pacific Islands, Nauvoo, IL 1843

James Burnham, Eastern States, 1843

Lorenzo D. Barnes, England Bradford, Salt Lake City, UT 1843

Alpheus Harmon, Illinois, 1842

George Washington Gee, Pennsylvannia, 1842

John Herrit, Eastern States, 1840

Joseph B. Brackenbury, New York, 1832

*Severely injured on mission and still with us

"Since the day of the Prophet Joseph Smith, we've had approximately 447,969 missionaries serve in the world," Elder M. Russell Ballard said in 1989. "Of those 447,969, (some) 525 have lost their lives while serving as full-time missionaries," he added. "When you contemplate that number, it appears that the safest place in the whole world is to be on a full-time mission," concluded the member of the Twelve.

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Now, I also found another site that lists quite a few of the missionaries and the cause of their death and where they were from. I just thought that this information should also be included in this Memoriam. This list is in no particular order by year or anything and also includes some missionaries that actually lived through their ordeal, such as being kidnapped, etc. I just strongly felt that people should know what these young men and women have suffered through and go through today, as we speak.


Category Where When Who Hometown What happened Source


accident Abidjan, Ivory Coast 12-May-98 Renee Anderson Salt Lake City, Utah
killed in single car accident Deseret News 10/18/98

accident Abidjan, Ivory Coast 26-May-98 Carlotte Dirae Lofgreen Orem, Utah died two weeks later as result of above accident Deseret News 10/18/98

accident Argentina unknown female missionary suffocated by carbon monoxide from faulty heater personal correspondence

accident Argentina unknown female missionary suffocated by carbon monoxide from faulty heater personal correspondence

accident Brazil 19-Jun-99 Dielson Gomes Dos Santos Caico, Brazil died in car accident; companion injured LDS Gems archive

accident Canary Islands 20-Jan-99 Jaarl Michale Papenfuss Fountain Green, Utah swept out to sea by large wave and drowned post to soc.religion.mormon

accident Canary Islands 20-Jan-99 Joshua Matthew Prymak Montclair, Virginia swept out to sea by large wave and drowned post to soc.religion.mormon

accident Capetown, South Africa 24-Jul-99 Richard Keith Black Murray, Utah hit and killed by a car while riding his bike Salt Lake Tribune 7/26/99

accident Colorado 1983 male missionary hit and killed by a car while riding his bike personal correspondence

accident Connecticut 15-Mar-96 Brian Michale Miller Rexburg, Idaho killed by hit and run driver while walking down highway Deseret News 10/18/98

accident Ecuador 4-Aug-98 Eslantina Bravo Pico died in earthquake Deseret News 10/18/98

accident Osceola, Iowa 28-Jan-00 Jaysen Ray Christiansen Harrisville, Utah killed in auto accident Deseret News 1/29/00

accident Osceola, Iowa 28-Jan-00 Jared Mont Pulham Alpine, Utah killed in auto accident Deseret News 1/29/00

accident Osceola, Iowa 28-Jan-00 Bradley Alan Savage Lehi, Utah killed in auto accident Deseret News 1/29/00

accident Osceola, Iowa 28-Jan-00 Daniel Byrne Roundy Kaysville, Utah killed in auto accident Deseret News 1/29/00

accident Southern Hemisphere 1985 male missionary dove into pool, broke neck; paralyzed personal correspondence

accident Tallahassee, Florida 27-Mar-98 Kenton Martin South Jordan, Utah killed by truck while waiting at intersection Deseret News 10/18/98

accident Thailand 8-Nov-97 Joseph Bookstaber New Jersey killed by truck Deseret News 10/18/98

accident USA 1975 male missionary suffocated by carbon monoxide from broken pipe personal correspondence

accident USA 1975 male missionary suffocated by carbon monoxide from broken pipe personal correspondence

accident Villa Angela, Argentina Apr-00 Eric Robert Driggs Mesa, Arizona killed in auto accident Deseret News 4/10/00

accident Villa Angela, Argentina Apr-00 Jordan Lee Call Logan, Utah severely injured in auto accident Deseret News 4/10/00

accident Yerevan, Armenia 1-Aug-97 Linda Randle Jackson Oak City, Utah died in hit and run accident Deseret News 10/18/98

accident Provo, Utah 9-Jun-00 Wen Ping Shi Fujin, China killed on freeway on-ramp while apparently leaving MTC Deseret News 6/9/00

kidnapping Guatemala Jun-98 Barbara and Anita Stolfus kidnapped, rescued by police Deseret News 6/30/98

kidnapping Guatemala Jun-98 Otto and Jane Glick kidnapped, rescued by police Deseret News 6/30/98

kidnapping Nicaragua 1979 Terry Lee Benton Simi Valley, California kidnapped by Sandinistas, held at gunpoint 2 hrs, released personal knowledge

kidnapping Nicaragua 1979 male missionary kidnapped by Sandinistas, held at gunpoint 2 hrs, released personal knowledge

kidnapping Pittsburgh, PA 1990 male missionary kidnapped, held 3 days, abused; sent home w/ pysch prob personal correspondence

kidnapping Saratov, Russia Mar-98 Andrew Lee Probst Lebanon, Oregon kidnapped, held for 5 days and released Deseret News 8/25/98

kidnapping Saratov, Russia Mar-98 Travis Robert Tuttle Gilbert, Arizona kidnapped, held for 5 days and released Deseret News 8/25/98

violence Argentina Apr-97 Orin Voorheis critically wounding in shooting; brain damaged Deseret News 10/18/98

violence Bolivia 25-May-89 Jeffrey Brent Ball Wanship, Utah shot and killed by left-wing terrorist group Salt Lake Tribune 4/7/91

violence Bolivia 25-May-89 Todd Ray Wilson Wellington, Utah shot and killed by left-wing terrorist group Salt Lake Tribune 4/7/91

violence Buenos Aires, Argentina Oct-97 Daniel Lawson shot in face during robbery attempt; survived Deseret News 10/18/98

violence Cordoba, Argentina 8-Jun-05 Bradley Hall Rexburg, Idaho shot by burglars; temporarily paralyzed; survived personal correspondence

violence Dominican Republic 27-Dec-89 David Hadley Read San Francisco, California shot in leg by two men on a motorcycle; survived Salt Lake Tribune 4/7/91

violence Dublin, Ireland May-90 Gale Stanley Critchfield Payson, Utah stabbed to death Salt Lake Tribune 4/7/91

violence Ivory Coast, West Africa 24-Apr-99 Jonathan Philip Barrett Morgan, Utah stabbed to death while walking to appointment Deseret News 4/25/99

violence Lima, Peru 6-Mar-91 Oscar Zapata Piura, Peru shot and killed after getting off a bus Deseret News 10/18/98

violence Lisbon, Portugal Feb-87 Roger Todd Hunt Las Vegas, Nevada shot and killed by a security guard in a mistake Salt Lake Tribune 4/7/91

violence Peru Aug-90 Manuel Antonio Hidalgo Peru shot and killed on way to visit church members Salt Lake Tribune 4/7/91

violence Peru Aug-90 Christian Andreani Ugarte Peru shot and killed on way to visit church members Salt Lake Tribune 4/7/91

violence South Carolina Dec-79 female missionary Utah sexually assaulted and murdered Salt Lake Tribune 4/7/91

violence South Carolina Dec-79 female missionary Idaho sexually assaulted and murdered Salt Lake Tribune 4/7/91

violence Texas 28-Oct-74 Gary Darley Simi Valley, California murdered and dismembered by investigator Sunstone, personal knowledge

violence Texas 28-Oct-74 Mark Fischer murdered and dismembered by investigator Sunstone, personal knowledge

violence Ufa, Russia 18-Oct-98 Jose Manual Mackintosh Hiko, Nevada stabbed to death when leaving LDS family residence Salt Lake Tribune 10/18/98

violence Ufa, Russia 18-Oct-98 Bradley Alan Borden Mesa, Arizona wounded in above attack Salt Lake Tribune 10/18/98

violence Utah 1991 female missionary raped Salt Lake Tribune 05/12/99
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I don't believe, through my own personal experience and the experiences of many Friends and Family members, that the Mormon Church, being the massive multi-billion dollar corporation that they are, spends enough money in protecting the Mormon Missionaries from harm; especially when it comes to bad water and bad food. In fact, it isn't even close!!

There are places in this world and in many countries, where Mormon Missionaries should never be sent, period!! I wish the Church would report monthly, how many missionaries are physically hurt or sick with intestinal worms, etc. I read one report the other day that in Bolivia, up to 60% of the mission, meaning around 100 missionaries are too sick to work, at any given time. Now that is just sad.

That doesn't even count the ones that go out working everyday that are too sick to be out there but feel guilted, pressured and obligated to do it. I understand how that is, because I did it many times. Sometimes, you are walking to a discussion appointment and throwing up along the way. It becomes so normal, that you don't think anything of it after a while. I used to leave with cramps, a fever, etc. After all, I had to do the Lords' work, right? I also didn't want my companion ratting me out to the President, Assistants, Zones Leaders, etc, that I was lazy and didn't want to work. Isn't that sad? I should have been in bed, getting better!!

In Hinckley's latest book, there are several disgusting talks that he gave to missionaries, while in their missions around the world and in the MTCS, where he just rips on sick missionaries, saying that a sick missionary "is a an imposition to his companion", because the work all has to come to a halt and they can no longer find God's anointed. Again, the work is more important than the missionaries.

He then basically blames the missionary for being sick and says that if he takes proper care of himself and obeys the rules, that God will bless him with health and strength. So basically, any missionary that gets sick, only has himself to blame. Isn't that great? He also goes on and on in one talk, saying 3 times in a row, "missionaries are so careless." Now that's a man full of love and compassion, isn't it?

Well, what the hell does this dumb ass, old geezer, with no wisdom or common sense, expect out of 19 year old kids that are still wet behind the ears, especially the naive kids from Utah? He wants 19 year old kids, barely out of high school, in most cases, very sheltered,(living in "THE VILLAGE") to act like life experienced, mature 35 year old men and it just ain't gonna happen folks. They say that you leave a Boy and come back a man, right? Well, if that's the case, then every 2 years, we have around 50,000 boys and girls out there, not men and women.

Now, let me share with everyone another one of my many mission experiences. This should help some of you out there to see how, "following the rules", supposedly "inspired wisdom", can make you sick and maybe even kill you. In my mission in Argentina, the water was horrible and full of parasites. As I reflect back, to the soups, the ice, the bread, the stews and everything that had that parasite infested water in it, it's no wonder why I was so damn sick, so many times, along with every other missionary I knew.(Except those living high on the hog in the Mission home.)

Anyway, at one point, we were told that it was okay to drink the water(it wasn't) and then we were told that it wasn't okay(The Mormon God changing his mind again) and to only drink bottled water and specific brands, as they were the best and safest. So for well over a year, I and most of the other missionaries, bought and drank this "safe bottled water." I was still sick all the time, had the runs, terrible stomach cramps, throwing up, off an on, etc. So, one day, we were in a members home, where they received their TV news from the Capital, Buenos Aires, where the water was bottled and guess what?

It turned out that for the last 2 years or so, the water bottling plant, that bottled THE EXACT WATER, that the President was INSPIRED to tell us to drink, had been putting out contaminated water, ALL OF IT!! Guess what it was contaminated with? How about RAW SEWAGE!! Isn't it just wonderful?!! Yeah, just wonderful!! So, you see, dumb ass Hinckley, in this particular case, obeying the "inspired rules", just made us sicker and it wasn't our fault, was it?

Hinckley is such an arrogant man and the Church always wants to blame the poor missionaries and their unworthiness. I've been home for over a decade now and I've had stomach problems off and on and have never been the same. I've had to watch what I eat and be careful. Before infesting my body with parasites for 2 years, I had never had any type of stomach problems. I guess it was my fault, right? Well, it is if you ask the Mormon Cult Prophet of fraud!!

Sure, we took parasite medicine every 2-3 months, but does that change the fact that we had the parasites in our body for a month or two or three and that they had already done their damage? Does the Mormon Hierarchy care? Of course they don't, that's why they stay in five star hotels and eat only the finest cuisine wherever they go. They don't want to get sick like us. Does anybody know or even care, what type of permanent damage is done by having these parasites in our bodies for basically 2 years?


So, we show up to their "one man show conferences", sometimes, sicker than dogs, puking on the way, with fevers, and all they can do is rip on us, cut us down, etc, for not working hard enough, or enough hours and not producing enough numbers, mainly baptisms. I had the unfortunate bad luck of meeting 3 Mormon General Authorities while on my mission and not once did they ask me how I was physically, mentally, or emotionally. They didn't give a shit about me, just my baptisms, my zone's baptisms, etc.

One month, as a Zone Leader, nearly everyone in our zone was sick and our baptisms, along with discussions, working hours, etc, went way down, predictably and oh man, did we get our heads ripped off. We also got a very special visit and work session with the ass-istants, sent specially by the Mission President himself. They wanted to know the "REAL" reason that our numbers were down and accused us of not obeying the rules, therefore causing God to withdraw his spirit and blessing from us. They want to know how we felt, knowing that our lack of obedience was making the rest of the zone suffer? Can you believe that shit?

Now, I'll be the first to admit that missionaries driving skills are horrendous in general and it's really a miracle that more missionaries aren't killed on a daily basis, all around the world from their high speed and reckless driving. I have several friends that were in fairly bad car accidents, two in rollovers, but they survived, thankfully, due to wearing their seat belts.

Also, in all 3 cases, the accident was indeed caused by the missionary driving, a couple were even my friends. There were several accidents in my mission too, all caused by the missionaries. It's not like 19 year old kids, are going to be automatically good drivers.

The Church should put them all through drivers safety courses in the MTC or in the mission when they arrive, but that would cost more time and money and the Church doesn't give a damn about missionary safety, especially if it would take more of their precious time away, that could be spent looking for those "Elect of God."

Anyway, please everyone, as you read the names of the missionaries above and their information, if anything is wrong, send me an Email, so that I can correct it. Also, if there is someone missing from the list and you have the details, please let me know, so that I can add them to the list and honor them in their sacrifice that they gave. Even though I now don't agree with what missionaries are doing, I was once a missionary and believed that what I was doing, was ordained of Jesus Christ himself, just like these missionaries believed.

My belief that what they are doing is wrong, in no way, takes away from the fact that they payed the ultimate price and sacrificed their lives and are now gone, leaving their friends and family to suffer and try to move forward the best way they know how. I could have very easily been on that list above and for some unknown reason or just plain luck, I'm still here and grateful everyday for my life, especially now, knowing the truth that I know.

My heart truly aches for those that have lost their Son's, Daughters, Brothers, Sisters, Aunts and Uncles, Nieces and Nephews and friends. May they be blessed with peace and the ability to move forward, but at the same time, never forgetting their loved one.

I sincerely wish all of you the very best and may God bless all of you!!

Samuel the Utahnite

33 comments:

Stan Olson said...

It is interesting that those dissatisfied with the church feel it their mission to castigate the church,often using foul language and wrapping themselves in the "mormon" venacular. My advice-get a life and move on.

Samuel the Utahnite said...

Stan, you are aware that the Mormon Hierarchy, that you love so much and worship, has never, ever done any type of Missionary Memoriam, for those missionaries that paid the ultimate price for their Joe Smith? They build malls, luxury resorts, office buildings and visitor centers for Hinckley, but nothing for their deceased missionaries.

So, you're welcome!! It's pretty sad and outright embarrassing, when the largest, most complete/current missionary memoriam, comes from an ex-Mormon, isn't it? Tell your boys to get on the ball and do the right thing and build a monument or memorial to these young men, women and their families, as a thanks for dying for their cause. Oh, I guess that wouldn't be considered "faith promoting" now, would it?

Someday, when I have enough funds to do it, I will build it, with all of their names and that will be a highly public, but embarrassing event for the Mormon Hierarchy, won't it? Imagine how grateful their families and friends will be.

Like Ballard clearly said in January of this year, after 5 deaths in just over a month:

"This work will continue to go forward regardless of what happens, regardless of what the future may hold. If there are other missionaries that are hurt or other missionaries that are killed, it will not stop this work. Joseph Smith made that abundantly clear that there would be nothing that would stop this work from rolling forward till the Great Jehovah comes forward and says the work is done. And He hasn't said that yet.

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Now explain to me Stan, how these comments are loving, caring and compassionate, to those that just lost their son or daughter? What is your defense, as I look forward to it, if you even have one. Why haven't they ever done a memoriam for these young men and women? How many new Churches do they build every year?

Before you criticize me, you may want to take a good hard look at your Hierarchy(the big 15), who do nothing to honor these young men and women. It is disgraceful and your lack of compassion is equally disgraceful!!

Also, I admit, I did use Shit twice and ass twice, along with damn twice, so I guess that makes the other 5,832 words incomprehensible for you, which is sad.

I guess the names of all the missionaries meant nothing to you, or the effort I've made to honor them, or so it appears. I'm so glad that I don't live in your ultra-sensitive, so easily offended shell of a world. You'd better not go out in public, go to the movies or watch TV, because you'll hear much worse than that on a regular basis and it might shatter your reality, into a thousand pieces.

Then again, when the Mormon Church's malls are completed, you can just go get drunk in their restaurants, right across from temple square. Now, that's some irony, isn't it? What's more offensive, my 6 swear words or the Mormon Church serving alcohol in their new malls, while condemning it from the pulpit?

***It's Official, The Mormons Will Serve Alcohol In "Their" Mall!!***Checkmate!!

Good luck and I hope that you can discover or comprehend the truth someday.

Samuel

Anonymous said...

Thank you so much Mr Hall for your testimony. I cant believe i was starting to believe all those lies were true. You are amazing, i look up to you so much. I am 16 and want to go on a mission more than anything and i had almost changed my mind. So thank you. And to all other members out there , please dont believe all these lies. If this guy writing all the lies about our wonderful church really didnt believe and know it is true, why cant he just leave it and move on. Beacuse its true and he knows it.

Anonymous said...

Dear Samuel,
It is unfortunate the Spirit has left your life and instead you are filled with hatred and distrust. Satan is now using you as a tool. A big tool. My brother died in 1999 during his mission and Bishop Edgeley flew in personally to preside over the funeral. He also had words of comfort for me and my family. Sure, the Church has a spotted past, just like the ancient church did in Christ's time, and during other times. Now matter what you know or feel about Joseph Smith or the modern prophets (who, by the way are not perfect men), the Book of Mormon is the word of God. Cling to the Book of Mormon and you'll be reconnected to the Spirit, and you might get a second chance to get your life together and rejoin the Church (I'm not sure of your current status). Oh, for the record, I know tremendously giving people (my own in-laws, for example) who are not members. And some of the most selfish people in the world I know are members. Get over yourself and your study of human sociology within the Church and get back to the central doctrines and the Atonement. No other religion offers the insight that we have about Christ's sacrifice. Get back to that central truth and you'll realize no other religion can offer you as much as this Church. If this Church is not true, we're all damned... Good luck man.

Anonymous said...

Hello, my name is Kristen. I am 17 and have been a member of the church for 5 months. I just love it. It is the best. i just wanted to thank you for your tribute to all those missionaries who died during their mission. You have put in alot of work. But a little advice... alot more people will view this site if there wasnt so must hatred of a religion. Im sorry, i dont mean to be rude, but it is a little upsetting for some people. Take care.

Anonymous said...

I am a Mormon too and well I totally think that what Kristin said is true. If you didn't act like you really hated the church alot, people might actually enjoy hearing the opinions of this site. I know that you are an anti- Mormon, but you should really just forget your hatred and leave it all behind you! If you really just did all of this work on this site just to hate the Church even more, then that shows that you must really hate the Mormons and the church. Hatred isn't the opposite of acceptance, ambivalence is. I am not trying to be rude, but you should cut all of these people on Earth some slack. Don't have so much hatred to these believers. Most of us are trying to do the best we can! The Jews and the Arabs fight because of their beliefs, and you should not fight over yours. As they said in General Conference, they leave the church, but they can't leave it alone! Signed, Some one out there.

Anonymous said...

I am a Mormon too and well I totally think that what Kristin said is true. If you didn't act like you really hated the church alot, people might actually enjoy hearing the opinions of this site. I know that you are an anti- Mormon, but you should really just forget your hatred and leave it all behind you! If you really just did all of this work on this site just to hate the Church even more, then that shows that you must really hate the Mormons and the church. Hatred isn't the opposite of acceptance, ambivalence is. I am not trying to be rude, but you should cut all of these people on Earth some slack. Don't have so much hatred to these believers. Most of us are trying to do the best we can! The Jews and the Arabs fight because of their beliefs, and you should not fight over yours. As they said in General Conference, they leave the church, but they can't leave it alone! Signed, Some one out there.

Anonymous said...

I am a Mormon too and well I totally think that what Kristin said is true. If you didn't act like you really hated the church alot, people might actually enjoy hearing the opinions of this site. I know that you are an anti- Mormon, but you should really just forget your hatred and leave it all behind you! If you really just did all of this work on this site just to hate the Church even more, then that shows that you must really hate the Mormons and the church. Hatred isn't the opposite of acceptance, ambivalence is. I am not trying to be rude, but you should cut all of these people on Earth some slack. Don't have so much hatred to these believers. Most of us are trying to do the best we can! The Jews and the Arabs fight because of their beliefs, and you should not fight over yours. As they said in General Conference, they leave the church, but they can't leave it alone! Signed, Some one out there.

Anonymous said...

I am a Mormon too and well I totally think that what Kristin said is true. If you didn't act like you really hated the church alot, people might actually enjoy hearing the opinions of this site. I know that you are an anti- Mormon, but you should really just forget your hatred and leave it all behind you! If you really just did all of this work on this site just to hate the Church even more, then that shows that you must really hate the Mormons and the church. Hatred isn't the opposite of acceptance, ambivalence is. I am not trying to be rude, but you should cut all of these people on Earth some slack. Don't have so much hatred to these believers. Most of us are trying to do the best we can! The Jews and the Arabs fight because of their beliefs, and you should not fight over yours. As they said in General Conference, they leave the church, but they can't leave it alone! Signed, Some one out there.

Anonymous said...

What did the church do to you, Samuel? What ever it was remember that the Church is perfect, but the people in it are not. I know that this is the true church and I truely believe that at one point you did too. Start at the basics again and I encourage you to pray for guidence, acceptance of the gospel principes, and the ability to forgive whoever it was that hurt you. And remember, this blog is only hurting one person, you (and your eternal salvation).

Anonymous said...

Many people have died in service to their countries, religions and etc. Maybe you could start researching all of the those in the military who have given their lives for our freedom. Let's see, that would be millions wouldn't it? The missionaries who died while in the service of their God have their "calling and election made sure" and they did it willingly, just as the service men and women do. I feel so sad for you. What could have happened in your life to cause so much anger and despair? Regardless of whether you embrace the true gospel of Jesus Christ or not, I pray that you can find some inner peace. It must be torture to go through life with so much inner turmoil.
I truly believe that adversity makes us strong and I have had my share. This earth life is a test to see if we can obey no matter how difficult it becomes. But, you probably have already heard that plenty of times.
Thanks for letting me add my opinion. You take care and hopefully you can find some peace!
J.C.

Anonymous said...

Samuel,
My brother too died while serving a mission in England shortly after I had returned from my mission in the same country. It is painful to me that you list these names to "honor" these fallen missionaries and then disrespect the church and the calling they gave their lives serving. I lend my voice to the others posted here. When my brother died the outpouring of support and love from the leaders of this church was overwhelming. I believe the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints to be Christ's church restored in our day by the Prophet of God, Joseph Smith.
I appreciate your posting all of these comments. I appreciate that you have given a place for all opinions on this matter to be voiced and I wish you the best in your life.
Ryan
England Birmingham Mission
Mission Viejo California

Anonymous said...

Yeah, I think you should tone it down a little. Your obvious anger takes away from the truth that lies behind it. Of course the church is not "true". Any simple study of the history of the church, particularly Joseph Smith, reveals this to all but the most illogical person. Of course, most members don't know the history of the church. One of our friends who is still in the church wouldn't even finish reading Emma Smith: Mormon Enigma, written by MORMON HISTORIANS, because it was upsetting to her and she just wanted to continue believing what she had been taught about Joseph Smith. I think I can understand your anger, as you have been lied to by the highest levels of the church who obviously know the whole thing is a sham - they are too intelligent and have access to too much information not to. And I, never having joined the church but having attended for years with my family, don't have that same anger because I always knew the church's claims were false, even before the evidence was made available to me. How did I know? I prayed after the discussions with the missionaries, and a still small voice told me "This is not the truth". I had never had an experience like that before - a very spiritual experience. I wish you the best, and hope that you can overcome your anger. And to the other respondents, hopefully one day you to will be brave enough to find out the truth about the foundational claims of the church yourselves.

CB
Mission, BC

Anonymous said...

Yes it is an honorable thing to celebrate the lives of those faithful missionaries but you are not doing it for that purpose.
In my opinion what you are saying is false. I was dissapointed that in researching the name of a mission companion who was killed that you were using it to satisfy you're obvious bitterness towards the church! He, I know would not want that, nor would the other faithful missionaries. Whatever your reason for disliking the church can't you think of something else, there are so many more things I'm sure if you look hard enough for them? Please just let the bitterness go and remember the wonderful blessings you have received through your membership in the church. Perhaps you could then run your web site on behalf of the church and if we have neglected this area then you will be doing your bit to ensure we don't? This would then mean you can enjoy once again the blessing of being a member of the Lord's church.

Anonymous said...

man, i think its pretty crazy that you want to "honor" all the missionaries that died while serving and then after listing all their names make fun of what and who they died for... i bet if you were able to someway ask them, Knowing they were going to die on their mission and go through all their trials would they do it over again... i know what their answer would be! You know there are more people out there that are dealing with alot more pain, heartache, trials and suffering than your belly aches that appreciate what they have been given rather than what they haven't... its sad that your waisting away your life dwelling on everything that YOU BELIEVE the church is doing wrong rather than using your time to better yourself in some other way! what a total of around 10 people have read this? I think your really reaching out to people... i hope you can get over your anger and move on with your life! you aren't honoring any of those missionaries! you just made a mochary of what they died for!
-did you forget to respond to bradley halls comment?

JH

kbells_2003 said...

I am a family member of one of the missionaries you list. It is so very hard to understand why you would do something like this? You honestly think that they are forgotten? You are completely wrong!!! These wonderful people are remembered everyday by their loved ones left behind. And it is very hard to believe that you yourself can be saying such cruel things, when you yourself "served an honorable mission", if that is the truth, you should understand that what you are "preaching" is wrong, and deep down in your heart you know it! When our missionary was killed, you would not believe the love and support we got from this church. Gordon B. Hinkley himself even came and spoke at his funeral along many other apostles. We still to this day, after 15+ years, receive phone calls and many visits from people he baptized and up until his death, twice a year Elder Neal A Maxwell called our family to keep in touch. I don't know what happened to you or how you were offended, but please as a family member of one of the missionaries listed, it is hard enough to live with the memory each day, but to see this cruel heartless page angers those who suffer with this each day of our lives!

Anonymous said...

Hello I was just browsing the internet and I will be suprised if this lands on your sight.I to am an ex-mormon from the LDS church.I was excomunicated do to I being unfaithful to my spouse (who is not a member of the church).I know how you feel Samuel it all just sounds to good to be true,but you know something I am just a "wait and see" kinda guy.ABSOLUTELY NO ONE REALLY KNOWS ANYTHING ABOUT THE LIFE AND TIMES OF CHRIST BECAUSE WE OR THEY WERE NOT THERE!!!!!!!!Nearly EVERYONE has questions about God and Jesus that NO MAN can answer thats just the way it is.like I said its all a WAIT AND SEE game!!!!!

Shira D. said...

Hello,
I'm searching for a friend from Rippon Mddle School, 1982, Woodbridge, VA, who was mormon and had promised his Elder and Bishop he'd do a 3 year stint as a missionary. He (Sean P. Wells) was 14 at the time so I imagine he would have done his missionary work aroudn 1987 (perhaps 86-88) or so. Is there a way of finding him through the church of LDS?
many thanks,
Peace, and Health Care to ALL, Shira

Anonymous said...

Samuel I do not understand how you can say you were a faithful member if it only took you a couple months to lose your faith. I was just looking for some info about my brother who served a mission for our church but died on his mission. My search led me to your link. How dare you disgrace his name and his beliefs by publishing the article about all those who have died serving what they believe in and call it false. Did they die in vain?

Linda Akers said...

Samuel,
I am physically ill reading your web sight. You know not of what you speak.
I'm sorry for whatever slight you feel you have suffered at the hands of the Church, but believe me you are not the only person who has suffered for God or country, nor will you be the last. Surely you must know from what source you receive the negative and false opinions you have. Who better would Satan benefit from than a dissatisfied member or past member of Christ's Church.
You are woefully wrong to say these missionaries are forgotten by their families and, or the Church leaders. Elder F. Melvin Hammond officiated at my son Ryan Matthew Akers' (whos name appears on your sight) funeral in 1994. We continue to stay in close contact with him and his sweet wife Bonnie. He sealed Ryan's sister Brenna and husband in the Manti Temple in 2003. If our family were never to have a word said by a leader of the Church it wouldn't change our feelings nor our testimony. My son did not serve a mission to receive recognition from his peers. He served to give praise to his God and to bring Glory to the Kingdom of God. He died with his testimony on his lips. You do not do honor or justice to these valiant men and women. Why did you serve? Why are you creating this web site? Who's praise do you seek?
Now, as in ancient times, those who know God and reverence and worship his Son will pray for those who spitefully use and persecute us. My youngest son is prepared to serve and will enter the MTC in Provo November 7, 2007.
If even the very jaws of Hell shall gape wide to devour those who love God, you nor all the demons of Hell cannot stop this great work.
I love my son Ryan Matthew Akers with a love you cannot in your lifetime understand nor grasp. Please do not associate his memory with the evil of which you are holding hands.
Linda Akers, Manti

Anonymous said...

Samual the Utahnite posts numerous videos on youtube: many of them of Mormons and BYU people that have done stupid things. I'm not sure why he feels compelled to post this information: it only shows his true colours. After reading this posting I have only one solution Sam: he needs to join up with that Church that stands outside and protests during soldiers funerals, except Sam can do it when any Mormon dies.

Sam: I feel sorry that you feel compelled to write and post such material. Do you really know how illogical and hateful you are appearing? I can appreciate you disagree with current/past Mormon leaders and doctrine, but your rhetoric here, and on Youtube, has gone way overboard.

Steve said...

a lot of people are attacking samuel because they say he is full of hate, spiteful, and the sort. But at the end of the day, you can throw out all of the emotion, and you are still left with a Mormon Church that has a lot of historical inaccuracies, inconsistencies and a heck of a lot of bigotry. I don't think just because someone, Sam in this case, knows FACTS about the Mormon Church, means he is spreading evils. Just because many of you want to act like there is nothing wrong, does not change the FACTS. You should read your own material. I dont habor any problems with the Mormon Church, I don't hate them. But they are definitely full of problems in terms of the doctrine, journal of discourses, history of the church volumes, book of mormon and doctrine of covenants. No one, and I mean no one, needs to drum up anything about the Mormon Church. They have it all listed right there in front of you. At their website, books, etcetera. Joseph Smith had a lot of wives, had them in secret, had some under age, as young as 14, Brigham Young has speeches in which he testified to this, Brigham Young also has a lot of baggage, said people of have interacial marriages should be destroyed, preached blood atonement, and the list goes on and on. Doesnt matter if you believe anyone, go read it for yourself. It is what it is. If you cant admit it and still stay Mormon, then you shouldn't be mormon. It's like a Catholic who would deny the Crusuades. It happened, if they can't live with it and still be catholic, they should be catholic then. You can stay mormon, but you should, no, you have an obligation by Jesus, to know the truth. Jesus tells everyone this. So you are kidding yourself if you dont seek the truth. And that doesnt mean avoiding the facts. Look at it and decide if you can live with it. That I can respect. Denying the facts, is something that you will lose all character and respect from those who already know.
Steve

anonymous said...

My mom's closest brother died on his mission 30+ years ago. He had about one month left. My mom still misses him terribly, but his death never shook her testimony for a moment. The danger posed to her children serving being very real for my mom, she still encouraged us all to serve, and all but one of us did serve (the one who didn't got married). We know that our uncle was called home because Heavenly Father needed him, and the general authority who spoke at his funeral assured my mother's family that her brother is still a missionary on the other side. In fact, many of us siblings were aware of him attending us at times during our missions.

It does indeed feel a bit insulting to have a site such as this one "honoring" our missionaries who gave their lives for their testimonies of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints. And I couldn't help but sigh relief when I saw that my Uncle (so far) has been spared being listed on your site.

It's amazing to me--how much energy you put into your quest against the church (I've seen your name in many internet places). Certainly you work harder to uproot the church than many faithful members do to strengthen it...but sigh, there must be an opposition in all things, right? ;)

veronica said...

I want to thank you for this list and for remembering these young men and women. I am an ex-mormon but my dh isn't and I'm going to share this page with him - I'm sure he will be grateful too. We love having the missionaries over and we've seen a lot of them over the years despite my leaving the church. Personally, I don't understand why the church nor the members seem to want to remember? Seems like members automatically assume this is some sort of testimony destroyer? Ridiculous!
Anyhoo, thank you again.

Thallewell said...

Samuel,

The gospel is amazing! No matter what I do and no matter what you do, the Lord still loves you just as much as he loves me. What a blessing for both of us. To be so utterly unworthy of his love, but to still have it so fully.

May you one day smile again when your Savior holds you in his arms.

Troy

Gary and Angela said...

I do agree that there should be a memorial. But I also agree that these people that have died are remembered. My aunt died on her mission very unexepectedly of heart failure. My grandma was so pained by her death that I never heard her speak of it EVER. These people are in real pain and I don't think that any of us can really know how they feel. I don't think you have a right to use any of those names without the permission of the families.

Kenneth said...

Michael tried to practice free-agency; that was ill-fated.
October 17, 2005...
My best friend was kidnapped, with full support of the church. He was kidnapped by family and sent to Gaston, Oregon.

He then was forced into LDS social services, in order to conform to the Dogma.

He is forbidden to have any contact with me.

erinnnrose said...

So if you're so against the church then why don't you devote your time and research into finding the true church for you.
I am not a mormon, probably never be one. But I will not go out preaching it is the wrong thing to do. Everyone has a choice. What right do you have to discriminate on it?
If you have such a problem with it then go to a place where you can never find a mormon again because none of us want you here you negative son of a bitch.
My brother is a member and served a mission. I have the greatest respect for him taking the time out of the prime of his life to something he feels so strong on him. Take the missionary deaths off your page, you do not have the priviledge to have those young mens names on your page. They are heroes. And another point I would like to make, they did not die because they went on a mission, most of the death causes on that list could've been caused at home. You're an insecure, lonely man. I'll piss on you from heaven, and all you others who support this disrespectful sight. Use your words elsewhere, they're not wanted here or any other hate you have on any religion.

Laurel said...

I don't know where you did your research, however, you have my grandmother's name listed incorrectly. If you are taking the time to create a blog that is all about exposing Mormonism, and then create a post dedicated to missionaries that have fallen--you should perhaps get the information correct. My grandmother, Jane Ruth Cannell Teuscher, has not been forgotten. I honor her, even though because of a young man, I have never had the opportunity to meet her, I try to do honor her more than you have.

Cresley said...

Thank you for this memorial site. An official site sounds like a good idea. I served in Mexico City and Guadalajara, Mexico from 1974-1976 and have had intestinal problems since. We gave ourselves gamma globulin shots.I know in whom I have trusted and I know Jesus Christ will heal me of all my mortal afflictions. I was shot at and had rocks thrown at me.I had to visit Zacatecas, Zacatecas and members there told me that 2 missionaries had been killed there and I was trying to determine if that was true? Cresley Walker

Brenna Denton said...

Wow, What an incredibly bitter and pathetic person you are, Samuel! My older brother, Ryan Matthew Akers, (whose name is listed on your very disrespectful website) died on his mission in Spain and I can assure you that he has not been forgotten! There is not a single day that my family doesn't think of him, miss him, and yearn to see him again. My oldest son is named after him, and Ryan's death was on our minds when my youngest brother walked away at the MTC to serve his mission. The church leaders did not forget him either. Elder Hammond officiated at my brother's funeral and has stayed in close contact with our family ever since. We have been able to visit him in the church office building, and he sealed my husband and I in the Manti Temple. My parents just called him and asked if he would be able to, and he rearranged his busy schedule and was happy to do so. For your information and that of anyone reading this, there is the Parley P. Pratt Memorial, organized by David Tuttle, who also organizes annual events for the families of those who have lost loved ones serving missions. We have attended some of these activities, and they are truly done with kindness, sincerity of thought and with love. Organizations like David Tuttle's actually honor the missionaries, where what you are doing just shows disrespect. I feel that it would be honorable to those who died or were injured if there were an official memorial for them, but what you are doing is not honoring them. If we were able to ask these missionaries you've listed how they feel about your words, I'm sure they would find it as offensive and dishonorable as I do! I know my brother, who had and still has a firm testimony of the gospel for which he gave his life, would not want his name associated with the evil you are spreading! In fact, I guarantee he would demand that you remove his name. You have no right to use our family member's names without our permission, especially to spread such hatred and evil! These missionaries on your list probably wouldn't care if there was a memorial. They probably understand that the cause they died for is not that of seeking public recognition. They are spiritually mature enough to grasp that concept, which you are obviously not. Sure I get that your stomach still hurts. I'm sure that sucks. Get over it and learn to do something constructive with your time, rather than whining and being destructive of anything worth honoring. My husband and I are also close friends with the twin brother of Gregory Johnson, who is also listed on your website. I'm sure his family would not find honor in what you are doing. Yes, we all miss our family members. We love them and hope to meet them again in the presence of God. Your bitterness and disrespect will not shake our testimonies. We will continue to move forward with our lives with valiant faith, believing that God does love us and all the missionary that died in His service. When the Savior comes again, you will hide your face in shame while those missionaries who died in the service of the God they love will embrace him with TRUE HONOR. They will get their honor, but it will not be by you. You don't have the spiritual ability to give the honor they deserve. I hope that one day you will be able to get past your petty discomforts and somehow find peace to replace your hatred. The world will definitely be a more uplifting place without your hatred seeping through every crack.
Brenna Denton

kia_chick101 said...

Although i think that you are wrong in blaming the church for whatever may have happened to you, i do believe that some good has come from this awful site. i loved reading all of the testimonies, and hearing people defending their religion and beliefs. i also have a testimony and hope that all who read this site will take away only the good that has come from it. i believe that the site owner has no right to list names of men and women who died or got hurt trying to do the Lords work, and then try and proclaim that what they were doing was wrong. Trying to say that they died in vain. You are doing them no honor in preaching the opposite of what they were trying to teach. they extend and offer happiness to others, as you try to shoot them down and tell them that their beliefs are wrong. if you wish to be bitter, fine. but don't try make everyone else bitter as well.

Anonymous said...

Gracias. Por escribir el nombre de una gran amiga. Que no supe comprender muchas veces. La magnitud de su dedicacion hacia los demas. Soy de Nicaragua y su nombre es Martha Lorena Gutierrez. Y no tengo de ella ni una foto, Ni una nota. Ni una dedicatoria. Despues de su desaparicion fisica. En un accidente de carro en Finlandia.Gracias por escribir ese nombre tan querido.